Nothing Special (Stereo Kicks/Reece Bibby/New Hope Club)

I promise.

If you can listen to Give Me Love By Ed Sheeran throughout this chapter, the song sort of fits in...

Reeces P.O.V

I called Millie back, feeling guilty for accusing her of cheating. She was right, she would never even think about doing something like that. "Millie!" I called her, hoping she would turn around and everything would be ok. It was almost like she had blocked everything out. She stepped out onto the road, and I watched as a car coming hit her delicate body. "Millie! Wait!" But it was too late for me to say or do anything about it.

She fell to the floor, her body so lifeless. "MILLIE!" I screamed, running towards her limp body and getting on my knees to be beside her. Tears fell from my eyes as I buried my head in her neck. She looked so beautiful...everything around me stopped. I heard the boys run towards me, each one of them had tears in there eyes. "Wha, how diddd..this happen?" Charlie asked, welling up. I was so in shock I could barely talk, "I was...ccalling her name buut..she blocked everything out, the car came and hittt...hit her." I managed to say, tasting my salted tears.

"I'll call an ambulance." Tom said, as he walked away so he could hear better, away from the sobbing and crying. "Millie, can you hear me? Little one? Please, please wake up. I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to accuse you. I was just so scared of losing you, please...I don't want to lose you." I sobbed, crying my eyes out. Charlie embraced me in a hug, I cried and cried, wanting to be in Millie's arms.

"The ambulance will be here in 5 minutes." Tom informed us. "Reece, do you want me to let your mum know. I'm gonna call my mum and dad." Charlie asked. I just nodded as Charlie got up to speak to both our parents. By time Charlie had come back, the ambulance had arrived. They picked up Millie's delicate little body and placed her in the ambulance. "I'm afraid only two of you can come in the ambulance." The paramedic said. "Reece you go and I'll go too, because Charlie's dad is coming to pick them up in the mini bus." Tom explained.

I quickly got into the ambulance with Tom, I stared at Millie's face, it was a gorgeous as ever. She had done nothing wrong to deserve this, if I had the chance to be in her place right now I would take that chance in a heart beat. I was the one who wrongly accused her of doing something I know she would never do.

The truth is without Millie, I wouldn't be able to cope. My life would never be the same again, without her...nothing would make sense. I wouldn't be able to live without her. What if I lose her? No...shes strong, shes going to make it through, hopefully.

Nurses and doctors came from every direction once we had made it to the hospital. Each one talking and examining Millie. I kept my eyes fixed on her face, how could I have been so selfish. We were told to stay outside the room Millie was placed in...watching Millie's lifeless body being picked up was horrible.

I couldn't think straight...this was all my fault. If I hadn't accused Millie of cheating on me then we wouldn't of had an argument and she wouldn't of walked out, none of this would have happened...its all my fault.

Everything seemed to be going right, everything was perfect but it was all too good to be true. My mum, dad, lexi and all the boys made it to the hospital within the next half an hour. I collapsed as my mum brought me into her embrace and hugged me tightly. "Are you ok Reecey?" Lexi asked innocently. I nodded, lying and putting on a fake smile. I bent down to her level and hugged her, picking her up.

"Why is Millie sleeping?" Lexi asked, looking over at Millie. "Erm, she's just very tired. She should be awake soon." I tried to plaster my best smiled over my face. "Why are you crying Reece?" She asked, sweetly. "I don't like it when you cry." She stated. "Because I was very silly, and I might not be able to say sorry to Millie for a while." I explained, trying my best to not cry.

"Because she's sleeping?" She asked. I nodded, slowly putting her down and kissing her forehead lightly. The doctor came out of Millie's room, so I took this as a chance to ask what was going on. "Is she going to be ok?" I asked, desperately needing to know. "Its too early to say in Millie's case, I'm sorry Mr Bibby. We will try our best." He smiled sympathetically. I nodded, murmuring a quick thanks before standing by the window.

"Can I go into to see her?" I asked, quickly. The doctor nodded, before walking off. I braced myself as I walked into the room. I've never really liked hospitals, no one does really, its just scary to think that something could happen so quickly in one room.

I walked over to Millies lifeless little body, holding her hand in mine. "Millie, I don't know if you can hear me but I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am. I was just so scared of losing you, look at you. You're a beautiful, talented, lovely person. But the thought of actually losing you know is even worse. If I lost you to another person and he made you even happier then I would just want whats best for you, I can't imagine what losing you forever would be like. I wouldn't be able to cope...you are so special to me. I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am, please keep fighting. You mean the absolute world to me and I love you so much." I quietly spoke, breaking down into tears. "I promise I'll never let you go again."

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