Maybe I deserve to be sad
because sadness is the only thing
I've been feeling for years
and I don't know how to change it.
Maybe I deserve to be alone
and that's why people
always get tired of me
and end up leaving.
Maybe I deserve all the bleeding
because it seems to be
the only solution
to all my problems.
Maybe I deserve all the hate
that I have got through all my school years
and all the words and laughs
and all the pain it caused me.
And maybe, just maybe,
I deserve to die.
It's always on my mind
and people wouldn't care anyway.
