Seungmins pov
Going to college as a little has never been something I thought would be easy , but now its happening and I'm fucking terrified
Of course I've got my friends felix and jeongin and han who are going to the same college as me, but what will happen if I'm not in a dorm with one of them? How will my roommate react? It's all so complicated.
If anyone starts yelling at a soccer game , I regress. That's how bad it is. My going into little space is normally triggered by someone yelling or the sense that I'm being put into a dangerous situation due to my severe childhood trauma which it came from.
When I regress its normally to the age I was abused for, which is from three years old to fifteen years old which is when I ran away. I normally never remembered much, I just remember the feeling a knot in my stomach.
Felix-hyung always helps me out, he has a bag at his place with all the stuff I need. Like baby stuff such as bottles and toys.
He says it's hard to look after me though because of the fact that I dont talk much in little space and that if I do my grammar is very un developed.
Which figures since my parents never sent me to school and I only really learnt how to talk after running away.
" min" han rubbed my back "you're gonna be ok, ok? If you go into little space or feel like you are just press the button on this bracelet and it will send a notification to all of our phones and we will be there to help as quick as we can"
" it's easier than texting us, we know it can be embarrassing for you " jeongin comforted
" yeah, thanks guys" I nodded. going into little space has never been an option for me, it's a response to past trauma and its actually pretty embarrassing if I'm not around people I trust. I can't control how it happens when it happens or how long it goes on for and that scares me, what if I get stuck in little space? Is that a thing?
" guys, we should be getting out dorm numbers any second now" felix buzzed with excitement
We all looked at our phones waiting for the notification to come up, when it finally did
" 148" I said, looking at the others hopefully
" 169 " han shook his head
" 325 " felix replied
" 143" jeongin said " atleast our rooms are close min"
" I'm in a different building to you guys, but I can still help" felix sighed
There were 5 dorm buildings, dorm building 1 had rooms 1-100 dorm building number 2 had rooms 100-200, that was me jeongin and jisungs dorm building, dorm building number 3 had rooms 200-300 , dorm building number 4 had rooms 300-400, Felix's dorm building, and finally dorm building number 5 had rooms 400-500.
Minhos pov
" 143" said chan
" damn, I got 325" sighed changbin " whole other building "
" that sucks" snickered hyunjin "I got room 1 hundred and , wait for it..... 69"
Changbin cackled at that, how are we adults? " I got 148, so me and chan are close "
" YO WHY AM I SO FAR AWAY?!" changbin asked in an extremely annoyed tone , we all laughed " 에야디야! 왜 웃어" (yo! Why are you laughing?!) This only made us laugh harder " 다 엿먹어" (fuck all of you)
" 당신은 소원, 작은 사람!" (You wish, little man!) Hyunjin cackled
" 아니요!" (No) changbin protested " 나는 작지 않다!" (I am not little)
" shut your 5'6 ass the fuck up trash bin" I laughed
" alright, alright " chan tried to suppress his laughter " calm down everyone, we need to pack our stuff so we can move into our dorms tommorow "
Oh yeah, forgot about that
