It feels like nobody cares.
Every time I cry nobody notices
Everyday I get emotional and mentally abused.
I know you think that's not important, yeah it is.
I've been living with it for fourteen years.
My older sister always yells at me.
Calls me; whore,slut,needs to be locked up.
I wish she would stop.
Sometimes she almost hits me.
I don't back down though I yell back
Call her the names back.
But when she gets called them she cries and screams.
And I think:
Now you know how I feel.
If I do a simple thing as eat the last pop tart.
She screams at me.
One time I got so mad I actually scratched my arm all up.
I felt guilty afterwards but it stopped the emotional pain.
There's no one for me too talk to.
So I run.
I run and hide and cry for hours on end, nobody ever comes.
My parents got divorced before I could even walk.
My dad calls for my sister.
Not me, never me.
One time my neigbor saw me crying.
He drove up beside me.
Someone finally asked if I was okay.
I nodded my head.
When he left I cried, again.
No one actually cared.
I wish someone could see the pain, the fake smiles, the tears in my eyes.
Nope.
No one.
People bullied me.
For not be normal.
I never told anyone.
What was the use?
Nobody cares.
Nobody every asked.
Nobody saw through the fake smiles.
I sometimes wish I could die.
I do everyday.
I wish somebody would see.
I wish someone would care.
No one does.
