My heart stopped, as those heart breaking words "I only have one week left to live" escaped her lips. I watched her burst into tears before my eyes and I was just frozen. Like my blood turned ice cold in a millisecond. What world do we live in where such things could break something that was meant to be.
I felt a pair of warm touch my own as I flinch and snap back to the moment I never thought would come. I didn't cry no I didn't. The tears that are fighting in me now are also frozen as the rest of me. Her soft hand reached up to rest on my cheek. As my eyes slowly meet with hers I saw the only world Ive ever known fall apart in front of me.
I found my mind working on it's own as a whisper came from my lips that caused her shiver "please don't go." The warm present she brought upon me made the coldest inside me slightly disappear as she came closer to me. Her gorgeous eyes that I've grown to love stare back at me with such sadness. "You know if I had the choice I would stay with you but.." She couldn't even finish her sentence as I stood up and I walked away.
I knew that the last thing i should of done was walk away but how could I look at her. Knowing the love of my life has nothing more than a week left with me. I heard a faint call for me but my legs continued to walk. All I wanted to do was turn around and hold her but I couldn't. I ended up reaching my car not capable to drive so I put the keys on the car and walked. I came here with her and since I left it would only be fair if I give her the car. My house was so far but I didn't care. There was only one question running through my head over and over 'what am I gonna do without her'.
Her words kept repeating in my head and I wanted to just slam my head against the concrete so it can stop. My legs went numb after hours of walking. My eyes were heavy and my brain was nowhere. The sun was up so i knew that I've been walking all night. I was watching the ground not daring to look up. I might as well get used to a world without her.
My legs finally stopped finally and i looked up and noticed I was in front of her house. My own self conscious brought me to the one place it knew I needed to be and sadly I was here. I brought myself to the front of her door bringing my hand to a fist and knocking on her door. I saw my car in her driveway. I heard a soft voice "Lauren" and I looked back at the doorway to see a sleepy Camila Cabello standing in front of me.
Her eyes were nothing but swollen and makeup covered her cheeks. I looked at this poor broken girl and it killed me inside. I walked inside her house and I stared back her again. I opened my mouth but no words came out. I looked down ashamed of myself for not saying anything. That's when I felt hands on my cheeks kinda like last night. And again I heard her sweet voice flow through my ears "Baby" and I broke. I dropped to my knees and held her waist as a billion tears fell down my face. I was sobbing into her stomach. My chest hurt so much i couldn't catch my breath as more tears poured out of me.
I felt her sit on the floor and she held me in her arms as she rocked me back forth with her. "Shhh Lolo is alright" she said as she was running her finger through my hair to calm me down but I couldn't. The more I heard her voice the sobs deepened cause I know sometime next week I will never hear it again. "Camz I need yo-" I couldn't finish my sentence as more sobs took over. "I know baby it's okay" I cried for what seemed like hours as I slowly calmed down and her small body helped me up from the ground and brought me into her room.
Her hands slowly undressed me from my tight clothes leaving me only in my bra and panties. My eyes hurt and everything was blurry. She pulled me into bed with her and wrapped us in a blanket. I moved as closed to her as possible and her arms wrapped around me.
The safeness I felt being in her arms was indescribable. To know I will never fell this again brought me into more tears. She played with my hair and let me cry into the crook of her neck and every now and then she kissed my head. By now I wasn't able to open my eyes so I didn't attempt to try. My cries slowly stopped as it finally became silent. "I love you Lauren" was the last thing I heard before I was in deep sleep.
Here's my second fanfic. In my opinion I think this is the best fanfic I've ever written. I hope you guys feel the same. Thanks for reading. Xoxo
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When Time Runs Out
FanfictionWhat happens when Lauren finds out her girlfriend Camila has cancer. How long does she have left with the love of her life.