RICHARD CROW (Guns & Perfume) - Completed

Chapter 39 - Reenactment 2.0

AMANDA'S POV:

 

I walk at the hallway barefooted, then I suddenly felt dizzy, kaya na pahawak agad ako sa pader. "Somethings going on..." naisip kong bigla. I shook my head and call on Richard.

Bumaba ako upang hanapin si Richard, pero parang biglang bumigat ang talukap ng aking mga mata.

"Damn, what the fvck is going on?" Naiiling kong tanong.

Something is not right, and I think I already knew the answer. Hindi ako tanga! I'm f^cking smart and this is not that the first time Richard drugged me... Yes, I knew it the moment I felt dizzy.

And if Richard thinks he can play tricks on me, well I'll be damn, cause he is a f^cking stupid moron. I walk to go back to my room and take Mrs. Jaden's herbal antidote. But, I was distracted by the sounds coming from. "Third floor" I whispered. Thinking that Richard may be there, I move and went up to find him.

Itinapat ko ang aking tenga sa pintuan kung saan nag mumula ang tunog. My heart pumped heavily when I heard the whipping sound inside the room. I step backward.

F^ck! The drug is making me hear f^cking things... Damn it! I tried to calm myself but, as time passes by the drug became potent inside my system.

 

Why am I scared? Bakit napakalakas ng pintig ng puso ko? Bakit parang hinahalukay ang sikmura ko sa takot?I asked myself. Shit! I turn my back at the door. "Richard where are you?" I'm beginning to feel anxious. But, I suddenly hear Richard's voice pleading.

What the hell are you up to Richard? I'm loosing my senses here. I gulp hard and breath as normal as I could. I need to take the antidote. However, I stood still. Then I recall Richard's words. "Will you promise me that you'll have faith on us, that you will stay and fight for our relationship no matter what the odds are, please baby ko?"

 

I told him yes, and that I will fight for our love. I also said that I will trust him with all my heart, and that I'm giving him everything that I can give just to work out our relationship.

I know why he's doing this; he's doing this for me. He always does. He cares for me more that I care for myself. Now, all I have to do is to be brave for him.

I face the door and hold the knob. I know the moment I entered this door. My hallucination will swallow my whole sanity. But, I have to... I need to... for Richard and for our love.

I open the door and let myself in...... Then as I look at the surrounding, my body started trembling in fear. I see things from the fast. I'm freezing and scared... No... I'm terrified.

"Bakit ako nandito? Paanong nangyari ito?" Gulong gulo na ang isip ko.

"No, this can't be! No..." I uttered.

No! Not this place, not this one... Nooooh.... I move backwards until my back hits the door. Hindi ito totoo! This is not real....I need to get out of here! Sigaw ng isip niya.

 

"I can't do this. I'm sorry Richard but I just can't". I voice out and hold the door knob again to get out of the room but it was locked.