Only for Willy ♣

Alter Egos

Willy, 

Today, I won't simply tell you "Happy Birthday", because you know that my heart is already celebrating it. 

Maybe this letter would look like a love letter, and honestly, it is what it seems to be: a love letter for the best virtual friend I ever had. So here I'll begin with the beginning lmao : 

Sooooo first I don't remember how we got this close LMAO. I remember Ano saying to me "Oh I have a friend and you are very similar I am sure you could talk to each other and become close". But at this moment LMAO I was too shy, and so you were XD Finally Ano made us meet and effectively we were very similar, but I'll be honest, I didn't pay peculiar attention to our friendship back then. I was more preoccupied with Ano and didn't care about other people (you know how loyal my heart is). 

Then, my account was suppressed, so we didn't have any contact (logic).

Back then I came back and you don't know how surprised I was that you remembered me and recognized me XD. I was, at that time, quite honoured by that fact. 

So yeah then we became quite friends and learn t to know each other. And in a very short amount of time, I noticed that u r a very good guy... I mean... I never saw u talking shit about others or something else. 

Theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen... Comes the first time you called me "alter ego". I thought about it for a while because I've never been called that. Generally, I am a mate, a classmate, this weird girl, this cute baby, this always-alone one, a friend, or in better cases a best friend or a sister. But never someone called me alter ego. So at first, I didn't take it seriously. I was like: "Okay he's calling me that because we have the sale idea on that point it is not serious". But then, we just noticed we are similar on soooo many points!!! And so I took it seriously and felt understood, and happy, as if I found my light in the dark. So then, I became very happy when I talk to you. Like... Even when I was mad or discouraged, I felt relieved to remember that I have someone to talk with and who'd understand me. So even when I wanted to complain, I didn't want to in the end. I don't know if u get what I am saying XD.

And then comes the day when you asked me to sing your lyrics... This day... Like... I can't describe what happened inside me... It was as if my spirit was flying upon me. Like... Oh gosh, I don't know. This is as if you broke all the fucking chain which imprisoned me called "lack of self-confidence X discouragement". This day was the day I said to myself: "Okay, you have to give all you have and never give up, and if u fail, u do it again till you're satisfied.". This day... This was one of the most beautiful days of my life after my brother's birth, and the day I met Ani. Like... (Gosh I am using this word too much LMAO) I was sooooo excited and happyyyyyy!! Even tho' I was very afraid of disappointing you, I was also so... I felt free. As I said, you broke those chains around me. Okay... sometimes I am still discouraged, and I still lack of self-confidence, but when it comes to your song, never. I am never sure of the quality, but I fight for it and do all that is in my power. 

So yeah... You are quite one of the thing that motivates me the most in my everyday life after my mom, my bro, my bff-crush and Ani. 

There's a song coming next, but as a vengeance you'll have it only on the 21st of June