When I started grade, I instantly felt a despair I didn't even know I could. I made friends in another knowing that they'd have to leave sooner or later. I catch myself trying to chase them, just to see them one more time, while scrambling about asking what high school my fellow peers are going to. I guess I shouldn't blame myself. Its not my fault they were so approachable. My best friend Olivia, I known for such a long time, had to leave last year. My first love did as well. I cannot take this. Its almost the end of the year, I'm planning to go to the same high-school as said people. I got into Middleton and Blake, but those aren't my top choices. I'm planning to stay in the biology field to get a STEM job like a biologist or some "...logist" job, if I stay alive long enough anyway. I want to be in the volleyball team too (setter) , even though my mom is a football lady. I'll take History III and I'll take some clubs so I don't have to go home as often. Its not as bad as it was, but its not getting better. As I take on a job this summer Im planning to use the money towards a new wardrobe, I heard its important as it counts to your first impression. Most people say im funny, so I'd like to think that my clothes hardly matter, but im scared of what people would say? Though I'm in a magnet school, my elementary wasn't so I hope that doesn't affect my resume or whatever. Anyone that knows me knows I never have my phone, and I'm getting my mom's iPhone 13, and ill be at the bus stop by myself. Actually I lied. My situation is getting getting better, but ever so slightly. Every time I take pictures, she deletes them. "Azariah, just save them to your files!" When your as desperate as I am to keep memories, you try everything. How she found out, I'll never know. I literally hid the files in a file and then suppressed them and then copied and made at least two others. Here, maybe you guys can keep this safe.
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Luke (far left), Gideon (next to him), and me (taking the picture).
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My friend Cameron
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