Your words leave me hanging hear tonight.
I'll cut the rope and break my fall on a thousand knives.
Take a breath and say goodbye to this life.
Oh my god here's a poem for my darling wife.
I gave you love though it thrived on little hope.
We broke promises to live in a broken home.
Your lips taste so sweet but I ignore the cold.
You never smile its just a blank face like a winter ghost.
Here we are dancing on the ballroom floor.
I look at you and you look away because you know i want more.
You hold my head underwater near the dirty shores.
You look at me and I look at you only to see that you want more.
So tell me love is this what you really want ?
To walk away leaving just a loaded gun?
These decision of should i stay or should i just fucking run?
I close my eyes and pull the trigger screaming "you have won!!".
So here we go and the day starts agian.
Im bleeding out but still i push for a second chance.
Im holding on but i still urge to peek over the ledge.
A quick escape but I know I wont be forgiven.
I lost all my faith now its time to just let go.
Dont act surpise or hold on to hope.
I'll bury this love and all that it holds.
Tonight im not coming home, no im not coming home.
