Dat's My Tomboy

Chapter 10

Stephanie POV

This is why I want to be like this , I hate being like this I hate everything about me I escape from reality not being faced the fact that I am a stupid .

"Hey .. " untag ni Scroll ."bakit ka andito ? Akala ko umalis kana .."

"A - aa . Ehe ano lang kasi .. ah aalis na ako" .

Ano nga ulit yung main goal ko ? Si Scroll right ? A bluff . Hindi ko naman talaga gf si Courtney , she is my bff and only knows who truly I am .. yung revenge ? Not for her but for myself I want to .. uhm find myself here .. but I discover dito pala nag - aaral si .. Raffe ..

Siya lang naman ang one of the million reason why I had to change myself , hindi siya ang puno't dulo but siya yung nagtulak na magbago and iwanan ko yung pagiging girly thingy not that may nangyaring spg but as I remember I was about to confess to him , Yes confess to him I tried that but I was betrayed by my friends , ftiends ko pa talaga ha ? yung secret ko about my feelings to Raffe was spill . And hindi ako ang nagsabi kundi yung mga friends ko ..

Raffe alam mo ba ? Si Stephanie may gusto siya sa'yo !

Ha ?

May gusto si Stephanie sa'yo nung maglaro kami Hahaha and also she is planning to say it to you ..

....

Yun , narinig ko yung parteng iyon at hindi ko nga kayang pumasok sa loob ng klase eh kasi nahihiya na ako na magpakita kay Raffe dahil sa pinagsasabi nila , Yes it is just a crush thingy but for me it is big deal kasi parang .. sa tuwing nakikita ko unti unting nagiging love na but it was stopped the time he finally knows and he approached me .. and I remember those words came up from his mouth .

Steph , .. totoo ba yung sinabi nila ?

Na Crush kita ? Ahh yun ba ? Hindi nuh , ikaw lang ang ginawa kong panakip butas kasi ang crush ko talaga ay si Courtney yung nasa ibang school.

Ahh , ses ! yun naman pla dude !

Hindi tayo talo ! HAHAHAH

OUCH ! Hindi kami talo ! Whoo hanep ako na ang poker face queen tanga ! ang tanga !

Pero kailangan ko talagang eface-up ang problem ko di porket hindi ako nakaconfess eh magiging tomboy na ako , excuse I'm just a boyish not lesbian but I do not discriminate the third gender basta hindi pa ako tomboy kasi naatract parin ako sa gwapo but to think now I admire girls also .. to those who are brave enough to shout their feelings and confident in theirself.

sigh. This is my life I have to take this path total student pa naman ako kaya it is natural to face insecurities :) kaya , kayang kaya ko to ! Lord sana po gabayan niyo ako sa aking tatahaking daan at patawad po sa mga salitang binitawan kong masama at nakakasakit sa tao , alam ko po naging makasarili ako kaya patawad po . Amen .

Dapat maging aware na ako sa aking gagawin.

And now .. I'm facing trouble .. Where am I again ?

"Steph , sorry sa disturbo kasi .. "

Si Watty ito ah . Classmate ko sa isang subject .. and she is an honor student ..

"Please let me hide .. saan ba pwede magtago Steph .?"

"Bakit ka magtatago .?"
"Halika mamaya ko na sasabihin."

Sumama ako sa kanya and nagtago kami sa storage room kasi malayo sa madla and walang mag-aakalang may tao dito .. I think ?

hingal ng hingal si Watty parang hinabol ng malaking uso ah ? Ano ba nangyari dito ? Well okey narin ito makakalimut pa ako sa nangyari kanina.