chethan oneshots

i can't stop

"Hi this oneshot has sh, mentions of blades so if you don't wanna read about that then feel free to skip I love yall stay safe enjoy

Ethans POV

I have been with my roommate Chad for about 2 months. It was chill and nice for a little while till killings started happening again. Me and Chad are really close as well. We are together all the time and never really leave each other's sides. Secretly I gained a massive crush on him that only Sam, Quinn, and Anika know about and mindy just found out by over hearing and promise she wouldnt say anything but told me to tell him soon. I kinda just shrugged her off but thanked her ig(Ethan isn't Ghostface in this and nether is quinn)
Sam kinda just found out by over hearing me and I made her promise to not tell Tara. Me and Chad are also really touchy with each other and Im pretty sure he likes me back. Were always smiling at each other and definitely flirt with each other. I hope he does like me back.

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We were all sitting in in the living room watching TV. Mindy and Anika were on a lounge chair cuddling. Sam and Quinn were on the other one while Tara was in the kitchen. Me and Chad were on the couch kinda just spread out chilling. His legs were over mine and one of my legs were dangling off the couch. I heard tara call chad Into the kitchen. "Yo chad" Tara shouted from the kitchen. "Yeah what's up" he said glancing at her from afar. "Come here" tara said  Gesturing her hand telling him the come. Chad got up lifting his legs off mine. We all gave each other looks but didn't really bother.

Around 10 minutes later mostly everyone was alseep. I looked around at everyone seeing mindy, Anika, Quinn, and Sam all fast asleep. I realized Chad nor tara were no where to be seen. I got a little confused and kinda jealous. "Wait why am I jealous of tara I shouldn't be and I'm not" I thought. I shook that away and got up stretching. I started walking to the kitchen cause I also was thirsty too. I walking into the kitchen seeing no one in there. I frowned my eyebrows in confusion knowing that a tara and Chad was in here once. I shrugged it off for a second and got some water taking a gulp of it placing my cup down. I started walking around quietly trying not to make a sound so I didn't disturb the others in the living room. I saw nothing around and it was quiet. I kept walking till I heard small kinda muffled giggles. I slowly opened the door and saw tara on Chad's lap at the end of the bed. They were making out and tara had a mark on her neck. They both turned there head looking at me shocked. My heart was broken. I just walked in on my crush kissing another girl. They immediately separated from each other and just looked embarrassed. "Sorry to barge in like that have fun swapping spit" I said sarcastic but with sadness in my eyes about to have tears fall. I walk out of the room. "Ethan wait" I heard Chad behind me say. I quickly grabbed my things and just left.

I got to my dorm going to my room. I started balling. "Why would I think he would want a dork like me I'm a nobody a nothing Chad would never want me just like my father didn't I'm a disappointment why why why" my thoughts went wild. I went to my desk and grab my blade. I started crying hard while my mind kept calling and telling me things. I pulled my pants off making four slits on both thighs as well as my wrists. I just sit there on the floor up agenst my bed numbed and staring blankly at the ceiling. After a few minutes I got up and cleaned myself up.

After I got done that I put on sweatpants and and a long baggy sleeved shirt then plopped down on my bed just silently tearing. I heard a knock at my door but I was to numbed to answer it. "What do you want" I shouted mumbly into my pillow but they could still hear me. "Could I come in pls" they said. "No" I said blankly. "To bad" they said opening the door to see Chad standing there. "What" I said looking at him with a droopy/annoyed face as i sit up. "Ethan what's up with you look I'm sorry you had to see that I was just caught up in the moment with tara and we just started making out I don't know why your so mad tho" Chad said looking at me but his face changes as soon as he sees the way I was looking. "Woah Ethan are you okay you look really pale and you literally look like your about to pass out and never wake up" Chad said Gesturing over to me keeling down in front of me on the side of the bed putting a hand on my thigh and one on my chin.

I wince when Chad put his hand on my thigh. He noticed that and frowned his eyes. "What" he said taking his hand off. "N-nothing and it's fine Chad you do what you want dont worry about me" I said with a tired look on my face. "I'm going to worry your my best friend Ethan and I don't wanna see you hurt like this" he said. I just lowered my head  having a few tears fall. "Hey hey it's ok it's okay ethan" he said wiping them away and pulling me into a hug. I immediately hug bad balling into his chest. He picked me up and sat on the bed putting me in his lap rocking us alittle while rubbing my back and telling me it's okay.

After like 5 minutes I lift my head up and we locked eyes. "Hey whats wrong tell me what's up Ethan Im here for you and I wanna help you I swear it wasn't really what it looked like with tara I don't like her like that" he said moving some hair out of my face. "C-can I m-maybe show you" I whispered out. Chad gave me a confused nod. I sniffled then got up off his lap slowly. I stood in front of him with my head low while slowly lifting my sleeves and pulling my sweats down. I heard Chad gasp and he covered his mouth. I lowered my head more and started tearing up again. "E-ethan why would you do this to yourself" he said with a crack in his voice staring to tear up. He got up and put our forehead together. He looked down at my wrists grabbing them lightly and just stared at them very lightly rubbing a thumb over them. Ethan flinched a little at that and Chad stopped. "I'm sorry Ethan.." he whispered. "It's not your fault" i said quietly. "Ethan pls tell me what's wrong let me help you pls I can't lose you" Chad said staring to cry a little more. "It's cause of my dad and my overthinking and not fully you but your part of it.." I said. "What did I do" chad asked looking at me. "Nothing it's just.. Chad I like you alot I have for a while and I've had this massive crush on you and eveytime we 'flirt' I don't know just everytime were touchy I love it so much and I love you but when I walked in on you and tara I knew you would never want me and so I got back here I got a blade and started cutting while thoughts just run through my head and I can't stop I can't stop I can't stop" I said sobbing more into Chad's chest at the end. Chad just hugged me again. "It's okay shh it's okay" he said as tears fell down his face. We pulled back and Chad leaned in and smashed our lips together. We pulled back and just looked into each other's eyes. I smiled and leaned right back in and it started getting heated..... .

Hi sorry for it being sooo long😭 I didn't realize. This is gonna have a part two and I hope yall enjoyed it I'll started part 2 soon. Let me know too if you got any ideas I take anything.