we think too much

STARSHOPPING

Gus a name I didn't get to hear often, cause when he was on the road my friends avoided talking about him. I miss him though, "y'all know when Gus is getting back?" I asked Tracy.
"Honestly Shawty not a clue, he's with Ruby and Scrim I know that for sure so maybe get ahold of them later?"Tracy responds and passes me the blunt he was puffing on and I take it hitting it.
Gus snapped me "hey Shorty wyd?" I responded immediately with a picture of me, Tracy and the blunt saying "missing you come back" I sent as a joke. "I'm coming home soon I promise "Gus sent a picture of him smiling. I just wanna see him and hug him again "I'm gonna go home Tracy " I get up and give him the blunt back and start walking home. As I'm walking home Gus calls me "are you okay?" He asked as soon as I answered
"I don't know Gus.."I mumbled and he sighed "I'll be home Saturday okay? That's 3 days without me  can you handle that?" Gus chuckled sadly. He knows I miss him a lot but does he know how much? "Yeah I think so. I'll pick you up from the airport" I say softly "well Star I assumed you would "Gus laughed softly "I love when you say my name."I say softly the Gus's connection dropped and the call ended. I sigh softly and unlock the door to my house and go in dropping my bag on the floor and slumping on the couch. "Fuck."I lay my head back and look at my phone 9:36pm. I get up and go to make my dinner for myself and wait for Gus to text I put my headphones on and listen to my music.
Star shopping plays I sigh and sing along softly.
I started cleaning my house up cause it was a mess usually Gus helped me clean but he hasn't been here, atso I have to clean up my own depression mess.

Gus POV.

I scream the lyrics to star shopping on stage thinking about Star the entire time. I wrote this song for her but she doesn't know that. After the show I text her and tell her how the show went I knew she went to bed already but that didn't stop me. Ruby walks into the bus"is that Star?"Ruby asked "yes I'm texting Star."I responded as he sits down and pulls out a couple different baggies "what do you got? Percs or blow?"I asked "both and weed "Ruby responded and pulls out blunt wraps and starts rolling up "were gonna smoke a wood first." He says and lights it up taking a hit before before passing it to me I take a hit "I need to go see her Ruby." I say hitting the blunt again looking at him.
Next thing I know it's the next morning and I'm on a plane going back to see her, without telling her first. I had my earbuds in listening to her favorite song 'the brightside' Another song I wrote for her. I look out the plane window and sigh softly 'I'm actually doing this for her.. I can't believe I feel like this for her.'I thought to myself 'am I crazy for doing this? Is she gonna think I'm nuts?' I kept thinking eventually I zoned out and the plane landed. 'I'm doing this' I thought and got off the plane grabbing all my bags and sighing softly and I get a Uber to Tracy's house first.
At Tracy's house I told him how tour went and he Congratulated me on my success if the tour "I love touring but I miss you guys when I'm gone." I say even tho I miss Star the most "I need to go see Star but I'll be back later okay?" I say and hug Tracy and go to leave, and he slips me some in my pocket "for later"he says and I thanks him before leaving.

Stars POV

I finished cleaning my house and flipped on the couch and the door bell rung I sigh "Its unlocked just come in!!"I yell from the couch and Gus came in I immediately stand up and run onmver hugging him tightly "dumnass I fucking missed you!!! How was tour?"I asked excitedly he smiled and picked me up hugging me "tour was great I missed you too Shorty how have you been?" he asked moving some of my hair out of my face gently I smiled and blushed "I was about to make dinner you hungry?" I asked him with a smile as i head to the kitchen and get put some things to make his favorite. "Yeah I'm always hungry for your cooking" Gus chuckles and comes to the kitchen sitting on the counter sighing softly. "I need to confess why I came back"He said looking at me, "okay? Why do you look upset now-?"I asked slightly scared "I'm not upset, I. I-I came back cause I'm in love with you"Gus said looking at me. "Oh."Is all I could get out I was shocked he loves me "I loved you the minute I met you Gus"I say and look at him. "Kiss me"He says and I happily did. I kissed him deeply wishing the moment lasted forever "I love you " he says softly pulling me closer by my hips. Gus pulls away and looks me in the eyes he moves one hand up to gently hold my throat as he started kissing me again, I blushed and kissed back and climbed into his lap. Gus pulled away and looked at me smiling softly "beautiful " his eyes sparkled a little bit he had this charm to him that I couldn't describe.
Gus wraps his arms around me and hugs me resting his head on my chest. I love this moment he's amazing. "Do you wanna glo? Baby we can glo" I hummed out, Gus giggles a kisses my cheek "that's my song" he says

(Star^)