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Id stayed in my bedroom after that. I didn't want to come down incase he'd do anything again.
I had this problem when i was younger. He said he'd stopped and that he's different now but i guess not.
I grabbed my mirror and looked at my face. My eye was purple with a red mark along my cheek from where he slapped me.
How am i meant to cover that up?? I can't go out with a black eye.
I searched for my makeup bag taking out the foundation and concealer. I tried to hide it the best i could but it was still pretty noticeable.
Id hardly gotten any sleep last night so even if i didn't have the black eye i'd still look a mess. The most sleep i got was probably around an hour.
I looked at my phone seeing messages from Sarah.
I didn't answer i just wasn't up to it. I felt and looked like shit.
It was already one o'clock. I decided i'd just read until i'd start to feel my eyes shut.
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It's the next day and i grabbed the mirror hoping i'd look a slightly bit better, but no. I still looked like shit. In fact i think i look even worse than yesterday.
My hair was greasy and Id been wearing the same thing i did three days ago. The mascara under my eyes had smudged and i was tired as fuck.
I went to have a shower but for thirty minutes of it i just cried.
I heard the door slam and i rushed to my window, l my dad had left.
I walked back to my bed and sat down. My phone had died last night so when i picked it back up i was spammed with messages.
Ones from Sarah
A few from Rafe
And one from my mum.
Sarah:
Wanna hang out today?
y/n?
Are you ok you haven't answered my messages in a while?
Did Rafe do something again.
I'll beat his ass up
Rafe:
You up?
Where are you?
I thought you were coming over today
Why aren't you answering??
Sarah literally tried attacking me because you aren't replying back.
Is something wrong?
If your not gonna answer me i'm coming over.
Mum:
Hey sweetie how are things with your dad?
I miss you 🩷
Well shit. I saw the messages from Rafe saying he's gonna come over. Luckily he only sent it a few minutes ago so maybe he'd still be at home.
Message with Rafe
Y/n: No don't come over
I'm fine just busy
Rafe: Too late i'm at your window
Just as i read that message i heard the window move and i ran to the bathroom.
Shit shit shit. I can't let him see me.
I heard him call my name through the door, i didn't say anything i just stayed quiet hoping he'd go away
"Y/n come on i just saw you"
"I'm not dressed" i lie
"I know your lying and even if you weren't it's nothing i haven't seen anyways"
"Please just go away"
"Have i done something?"
"No i just don't feel well"
"Y/n seriously come out before i brake the door down."
"Rafe you gotta go before my dad comes back"
"Not until i see you"
What's wrong with this kid. Does he not know what go away means?
My dad could be back any minute now and if he finds out Rafe is in my room, he'll literally kill the both of us.
"if i come out you have to go, okay?"
I say pulling on a hoodie
"ok" i hear his reply
I pull the hood over my head and walk out looking at the floor
"whys your hood up?" he asks walking over
"You said you'd go Rafe" i say trying not to cry once again
"y/n what's wrong." he asks pulling down the hood
"Holy shit" He steps away
I wipe the tears away from my eyes and he comes back to hug me.
"Who the fuck did this to you??"
"My dad did" i sob as he holds me
"I'm gonna kill him"
"No Rafe please you've got to go"
"I'm not leaving you here with him fuck, your literally shaking"
He moves away and grabs clothes from my draws
"What are you doing" i stress
"Your staying with me"
"No i can't let anyone see me"
"It's ok just put your hood up and walk behind me"
"I can't stay with you, What are you supposed to say to Ward and Sarah?"
"Ward doesn't care if you stay and i'll just tell Sarah your not well or something, trust me it's fine" He says walking over to the door
He turns and wipes the tears off my face holding my hand
"come on my cars around the corner"
I follow him and get in car when his phone pings.
He grabs it and reads the messages.
"Shit" he mumbles
"You ok?"
"Do you mind if we make a quick stop somewhere" He puts down the phone starting the car
"go where ever "
He drives to this house which was away from the others. It was a mess, there was old broken chairs outside with overgrown grass and litter nearly everywhere.
His car stops and I watch him pull money out of his pocket counting it all.
"i won't be long alright?" He says putting his hand on the door
I turned when i saw the door open to the house
"Oh shit it's my dad!" i sink down in the seat
"That's your dad?"
"Fuck you can't let him see me"
"Here" he says reaching out the blanket from the back
"Stay here" He says closing the door behind him
This had to be Barry's place, the one who Sarah said sold drugs to Rafe. I mean it all made sense. The dirty house, MY dad, then Rafe who was sat counting money in his hand.
I heard my dad yell, he seemed pretty mad but that's how he gets when he drinks.
The window was also open slightly too so i could hear nearly everything they said.
I moved up the seat a little to watch what was going on. Rafe was walking up to who i think was Barry while my dad was smashing bottles at his house.
"Well fuck" i hear my dad laugh walking up to Rafe
"Your the one who's sleeping with my daughter" He says shaking his head as he looks down to the floor.
"And i'm guessing Your the shitty dad who hits their own child because they feel so shit about themself" His voice raises
Fuck. Obviously he had to say that. I know my dad won't like what he said, not with his anger issues.
Just as he said that my dad pushed Rafe to the floor.
Although he got straight back up and punched him multiple times in the face.
"That's for y/n" he spat
"Damn country club" Barry laughs walking over
"All this for a girl huh"
"I'm here for the money ok?" Rafe holds it out as my dad was still knocked out on the floor
"Alright" he nods while Rafe begins heading back to the car
"See you around country club" Barry chuckles dragging my dad to the side
"Rafe i'm so sorry about him"
"he got what he deserved"
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Writer:This one's kinda boring icl i didn't know what to do for this bit 😭
