its too hot too sleep, I think tossing and turning in my bed. its a mid summers morning, you know when its too hot too sleep and you wake up all sweaty and disgusting. yes its one of them. I sit up rubbing my sleepless eyes looking at the time. it was around 4am, its not like I have to be up early for anything. I turn on the lamp next to my bed as it isn't light enough outside yet. I think of something I can do too pass the time, all my friends are asleep, nothing to watch and I cannot cook. I look around spotting the journal I used to write In all the time. I don't write it anymore though I just find little memories and put them in there. I creep over to my vanity picking the book up flicking through the older pages.
December 2nd 2007 - Sunday
well my parents have left again. surprise. they never go far or anything, just all over London really but it still means they wont be around for a few days which sometimes ends up being a week or two. Any teen would usually love a free house to do what they wont, I mean don't get me wrong I do like it but I gets lonely sometimes. I live in a boring neighbour hood, its full of rich old snobs. no one my age. I just wish my parents were around more, I know they love their jobs and we get benefits from it (I mean look where we live!) so I cant really complain and I'm super grateful and being the old child means I can do what I want. on the positive side, one more week of school then Christmas break finally!
December 31st 2007 - Saturday
Christmas was amazing, all my family was over and I got everything I wanted. I love every second of it and I cant wait too see how new year goes! I miss my little cousins , well the few I have , they really make me wish I had siblings but at the same time they make me happy I do not.
January 10th 2008 - Sunday
school tomorrow. dreading it.
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that's all the page read. I smile to myself while closing the book looking at the polaroid's on the front cover. I look over too my clock seeing its nearly 5. I drag myself back over to bed crawling into it trying to get some sleep.
a few hours later I wake up too horrible beeping noises. I sit up in bed allowing myself to have a fee minutes when the beeping sound returned, I stand up realising it isn't stopping any time soon. I walk down the hall to my parents room which has the window view to the whole little place we live. a moving van? I think, its strange we never get new neighbours. I shut the blinds then make my way to the bathroom taking a cool shower after that hot night. I get ready as I have a few things I need to do in town. I put on the most basic outfit I can think of, grab my bag putting the things I need in there. I head downstairs finding my key too lock up. I walk out the door too see a family carrying boxes in. 2 boys who look my ages followed by their parents, I give them all a small smile and walk off the drive.
I arrive into town and see its rather empty which is strange but I'm happy about. I do the things I need to do then head off to find a small café as I didn't get breakfast this morning. I walk in a corner café instantly getting a good vibe. it had dark interior but not a gloomy dark. I eye an empty seat while I go to order once I order I go to the seat I picked pulling my phone out too see how much revision I have. English, German and history. could be worse even though German isn't my strong point. I sigh putting my phone away seeing my food arrive. I eat, pay and start walking home. as I get closer to my house I see my parents talking to the new family. wait my parents are home. I speed my pace up giving them a hug as soon as I see them. I let go and they introduce me too the new family. the boys names are Tom and Bill. twins, you could tell but at the same time they looked very different. Bill was quite the bit taller, dark spikey hair, tight clothes and a friendly personality. Tom on the other hand, a few inches shorter, dread locks with a bandanna and hat keeping them up right, baggy clothes and a more rude personality. As our parents are talking we just kind of stand he in silence till my mum said something making us all lift our heads. I didn't hear what she said though. I look over and see Tom smirking playing with his lip piercing with his tongue. I look at my mum with a confused expression to which she comes out with "the kaulitz are coming over for dinner!"
