Is this normal?
For someone like me?
Is it normal,
that writing doesn't thrill me anymore
That this poem sat in my mind,
for weeks.
And I'm forcing myself to write down.
Not stopping, because I know I won't continue.
Is it normal?
For someone who wanted to go to art school,
to not feel a pull to draw,
like before ?
Or for learning guitar,
not to look cool anymore?
Is this normal?
That all I loved doing,
now is just there,
in the palm of my hand,
yet I don't even care?
Is it normal,
when they open the door to my room,
and tell me to stop,
to go out, to put my phone down,
I don't care?
Is it ok-
that even though I smile,
I don't feel happy?
Is it ok?
-Z.R.w
-4.6.2023
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Loner thoughts
PoesiaHi, my names Red Life, I write poems. I wanted to make a book of all my poems about different things I felt and what went inside my head. If you relate to any of these. I know sorry doesn't do nothing. But I am. I am sorry.
