So once I started taking my meds it was to late for them to take effect my grades were low and no matter what I could do nothing to get them up. So I started having suicidal thoughts and thought I wasn't cut out enough for the real world then I met her.. She was my reason to stay here if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here right now. And she knows who she is and I want to say thank you for being my reason to stay in this world but it was to late. My mother has told me they might hold me back next year. And I'm worried this could jeopardize our relationship. I'm not sure if anything will ever be the same if I don't have her...
