Suicidal Thought's

1 : lies

DAVE NARRATES
Everything was going fine, but I had to go to Muko's so I left Tristan alone in my house with Bambi. A few hours later, I came back and I saw Tristan sleeping in the couch. I carried him to bed, I tucked him comfortably, and I went to bed. Bambi, who didn't tell me that he was gonna go home now, left me worried about him. But, he's like that.
I didn't know that in 2 weeks, Tristan is finally moving up to Grade 4! Once I heard about the news from the internet, I was very excited, so the next day I bought some school supplies for him!

Tristan : Dad? I think I'm not ready for school.. He said, his voice trembling

Dave: Oh Tris, it'll be fine! You'll meet your new teacher and new classmates, you'll make many friends, I promise my son. I told him, trying to make him not worried

Tristan: Okay dad.. thanks.

Dave: You're welcome, son.

When we were gonna eat some lunch, I saw Tristan looking overwhelmed.. I don't know why, so I tried to talk to him but he didn't respond. His face had tears running down quickly as I tried to wipe those away.

Dave: Tristan! Are you alright? You don't look okay!

Tristan: Y-Yeah, I guess so.. I'm alright..

Dave: Why is there tears running down your face? I said, being concerned about Tristan

Tristan wipes his tears away immediately after I said that.

Tristan : Um, noo..??

Dave: Alright.. I'm worried about you, son.

TIME SKIP !

We finished eating lunch and then we went home, I immediately went to bed while Tristan went to the  computer to play Minecraft with his online friends, giggling and laughing happily. I was gonna text Bambi, until I heard a knock on the door. It was Tristan,

Tristan: Dad?? I'm hungry..

Dave: But we just finished eating lunch! my voice got a little loud

Tristan: Yeah I know...

Dave: Well, you can take some snacks in the fridge.. or do you want me to cook?

Tristan: Oh, no thanks, I'd rather take some snacks. Thanks dad.!

Dave: You're welcome.

TRISTAN NARRATES
I tried to lie to dad, to see if he does care. After that, I closed my dad's room and went to the kitchen to get a snack, I didnt really feel that hungry... I was alright now, but then I kept overthinking that my classmates might hate me.. Agh, why can't I stop it? I then sighed, I opened my snack and ate it as I continue to play video games. I felt so cold, so I got a blanket and then I stopped playing to have a quick nap. Well, I was about to take the 'quick nap' but I ended up sleeping on the couch for 4 hours straight.

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