Always start over

Thousand needles in my heart

When I was unpacking, I looked up and saw Shelby standing near the door smiling at me.
"May I help you"I asked as I smiled.
"No,I just can't stop looking at you, your so beautiful, you remind me of a minnie me ." Said Shelby as she laughed.
"So girls how's it going"said Mr.schue as he walked to Shelby and wrapped his arm around her.
"It's going good Mr.Schue" I said with a smile on my face.
"Rachel you know you don't have to call me Mr.Schue, right. That's only when we are at school. When we are out of school you can just call me Will." Said will as he walked to me and rubbed my shoulder.
*Ring ring ring* my phone began to ring. When I looked at the name it said Finn.
"Who is that" asked Shelby as her eyebrow raised.
"Finn." I said as I got up. " do you mind if I take this?"
"No" said Shelby as she smiles.
CALL|
F: hey Rachel
R: hi Finn what's up, why did you call me?
F: do you want to go out for dinner tomorrow?
R: I have to ask my mom first.
F: you live with your mom now....Mrs.C
R: yes ...but her name is Shelby .
"Mom Finn asked if I can go out for dinner with him tomorrow, can I go?"I yelled as Shelby came to me.
"Yea you can go, just be carful." Said Shelby as she starts to think about if she is actually doing the right thing.
"Thanks mom."
R:I can go
F:okay we'll see you then
Finn hangs up and I walk back to my room
"Sooo where was I " I said as I sat back downs and unpacked all my stuff and in a few hours I was done and it was time to go to bed. Tomorrows Saturday so yay!"
When I was about to close my eyes they opened again. I was so tired but I couldn't go to sleep. Does that ever happen to you. I sat up and just sat there frozen starring at the door until someone opened it.
"Rachel what are you still doing awake"asked Shelby.
I looked down and said " I can't go to sleep."
Shelby comes closer to me and says " do you want me to sing you a little song that might make you go to sleep."shelby sits next to me as I lay down on my pillow.
Shelby looks at me and smiles " the, sun'll come out, tomorrow,bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow" as Shelby was singing my eyes started close. And then I knocked out. Shelby finished singing, gave me a kiss on to cheek and walked out of my room.
---next day---
I woke up to a noise in the kitchen.
"Shelby" I called . no one answered. I walked down stairs and saw that Shelby dropped all of the plaits of the floor.
"Shit" said Shelby as she took the broom and started to clean up as I started to giggle. Shelby looked back and saw me.
"Good morning" said Shelby as she gave me a kiss on the cheek.
"Good morning, hey mom do you need help cleaning this up." I asked as I took the broom and threw everything in the garbage.
"Rachel you didn't ha----"
I cut Shelby off and said "no I had to do it, I mean it would be rude not too, and plus I live under your roof"
Shelby smiles and says" go take a shower breakfast will be done once you are ready."
"Okay...wait where's Will?"
"He went to the store to buy eggs."said Shelby
"Oh okay, see yah later then"
In a few minutes I came out the shower, put my clothes on and did my make up. I came out the bathroom and walked down the stairs.
"WOW, RACHEL YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL" said Shelby as she gives me my plate.
"Thank you mom" I said while blushing.
Will looks at me and says " where are you going today little Beauty."
Shelby looks and will and says " you forgot already, Rachel is going on a date with Finn."
"Oh yea, sorry I am so tired I almost walked out the house with no shoes" said Will as Shelby and I start to laugh.
I stuff the food in my mouth and once I was done I gave Shelby the plate and then ran to y room to get my jacket.
"Rachel it's not even time yet!" Said Shelby as I ran to the door.
" i know I just want to buy something from the store I'll be back" I said as I closed the door and ran to the store to buy new earrings and Chapstick.
When I got back I opened the door to Shelby and Will ,asking out on the couch.
I squinted my eyes and walked up stairs as will and Shelby looked surprised.
Will and Shelby look at each other and walk to Rachel's room.
" Rachel, can we come in?" Asked Will.
"Yea sure I mean if you guys are done.." I said as Will and Shelby opened the door. Shelby comes up to me and says "I'm sorry you had to see that"
"That's okay...."
"No it's not okay, I feel like you feel disgusted now and you want to leave"said Shelby as she sits next to me on the bed.
"I mean I don't feel that disgusted....I mean my teacher making out with my mom......isn't that disgusting....well now that I think about it if I say it like that it sounds disgusting. but I'm not gonna leave."
Shelby looks at Will and then looks at me" oh okay"
I get up from the bed "oh well look at the time I have to go! Hope you guys have fun!" I said as I walk out my room and out the house.
When I went outside I saw Finns car in the front.
"Hi Rachel" he said with his half smile.
"Hi Finn " I said as I giggled .
When we got to the place,Finn came out the car and walked to my side of the door. He opened the door, I got out and we both walked to breadsticks.
"I have to go to the bathroom" said Finn as he ran.
Finn ran back and then said " hey wanna go to this new bar."
I tilted my head a bit and then nodded "yea sure"
When we walked to the bar All of a sudden Santana, Quinn , and Brittany walk over to us. "Let's go have some fun" said Santana. In a few hours I wake up dizzy. I look around to see if Finn, Santana, Brit , and Quinn were there,but they weren't.
I got up from the floor and walked out of the bar.. I sat down on the bench outside and started to cry for a few hours. I took my phone out and see that I got 10 missed calls from Shelby.
I called Shelby back
|call|
'Mom c---can y--you pick me u--up' I said starting to stutter.'
'Oh my god, Rachel I'll be right there'
I hung the phone up and just sat there crying until Shelby came with Will.
"Rachel baby want happened!?"
I looked at Shelby and said " I..I.." I threw up on the ground and froze.
"Oh no, Will she's drunk"said Shelby as will picks her in a bridal way and takes me to the car. Shelby opens the back door , Will puts me in and Shelby sits next to me.
When will started to drive I yelled "stop,the car"
Will looked stopped the car as I opened the door and threw up once more while Shelby held my hair up.
When I was done I looked at Shelby and started to cry. I laid down on Shelby's leg and went to sleep while Shelby rubbed my back and started playing with my hair.
When we got home will picked me back up and Brought me to my room while Shelby followed.
When will put me on my bed Shelby said " I'll take it from here" Shelby rubbed my arm.
"Rach, please tell me what happened."
I look up at Shelby start to cry. "He played me...he was just using me to get the other girls!" I look at Shelby deep in the eyes and say " everyone hates me"