Amanda, Liz, and the Panic Attack

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Okay okay okay this one is so weird but somehow the cosplayer managed to make me have a panic attack in a dream.

A couple piece of information first I fell asleep watching the YouTube upload of Amanda and Liz's Bakugou and Kaminari stream. I have a lot of anxiety in vehicles cause from many car accidents none of which I was the driver in, I cannot drive because of these accidents. I watched the magic school bus earlier that day and I'm pretty sure that's why the bus was flying.

Allow me to set the scene:

My old "hometown" in the mountains of New York which was just four or five building on a mountain. There is a fly bus, Liz is driving, the very back seat is kind of like a long bench that is where me and Amanda are sitting. I have never met these people but in the dream we're friends.

I guess my brain just needed a cast of characters because Denki's english voice actor also shows up even though I've only seen the man on TikTok a handful of times. Anyway... I don't remember the first half well but their was a floating puppet show(?) not sure but I do remember the panic attack portion well.

Liz is just driving the flying bus and chuckles dangerously to herself, I didn't know it was dangerous at the time. Amanda glances up from her phone flip hair out of her face with a raised eyebrow. "What?" She asks, suspicious though I hadn't noticed, obliviously scrolling there my phone.

"You know what would be the worst thing to do right now?" Liz asks, now I glance up to see she smirking at us through the rearview mirror. Amanda repeats her earlier question while I nervously go back to my phone. 'This isn't my business', I thought to myself then we're nosing diving straight for the driveway.

Amanda is shouting her name through I can only concentrate on our imposing deaths. She lands the bus just fine but I don't know how, I also don't stick around to find out. I jump out the back door of the bus, quickly walk around to the side and kneel to the ground.

I'm unable to breathe slowly, quick sucking breaths desperately trying to force oxygen into my body. My hands are over my ears as my forehead gets closer to resting on the stone and gravel walk way. I can feel a presence behind me and I know it's Amanda just staring in utter confusion in what to do. By the time my forehead is on the ground she must have gone somewhere, I was left in the capable hands of no one for Liz was still in the bus.

I think there was an old man there too, just watching, he never did anything. Eventually I'm able to pull myself together enough to get back on the bus with Liz looking both very bored and very guilty. We exchange no words despite the fact I have sat behind her now because of my deep-seated craving for human closeness which has carried over into this dream.

Turns out Amanda had walked to a nearby farm to pickup a dog. She really went; "Not dealing with that today." and went to get a dog. The animal playing the dog in my dream was my own dogs look alike. Rottweiler-husky mix. On the way there and back the bus stayed on the ground despite this on the way back I was once again in the very back with Amanda. This time with a good hold of her arm because I had realized the back door could have flown open and I would definitely have died, I don't know how holding on to her solved this problem but it does.

Later that week I was hanging out with someone that looked and talked like Kaminari's English voice actor, he was driving a camper van which I of course sat in the back of. He glanced back at me perplexed about something, so I tilt my head as if asking him "what?".

"What happened to your hands?" He asks and I look down to my blood covered hands, the blood is dried and there are old healing cuts on my hands. I don't remember this happening on the bus when Liz dropped it from the sky but I know that is the reason. As I go to answer we hit a bump and because of dream logic I am thrown out of the unsecured emergency escape hatch.

I am perfectly fine when I land on the roof of the camper and just jump back inside with a heavy sigh. I secure the hatch before sitting back down and putting on a seat belt. "Pretty much that." I answer leaning my head back to take I nap.

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Yup that's pretty much what happened in my dream, absolute insanity.

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