~Lustful lovers~

-Thiago-

THIAGOS POV-

I woke up to Valentina's alarm going off why does she need one if she doesn't wake up I groan before getting up to turn off her alarm I open her door to see her sleeping, the way her hair draped down her shoulder was adorable she was so pretty and sweet I need to stop thinking of her like this I have Sara, I turn off the alarm still staring at her even though I was with Sara I feel like I'm missing something like love when I hang out or kiss Sara I don't feel anything but just seeing Valentina makes me smile it's not like I hate Sara but I just feel like I don't love her but every time I try leaving her but she manages to make me stay.

I know I don't want her when I look at her I don't feel the love but Valentina makes me feel safe and loved.

I take one last glance at Valentina before closing the door and hearing back to my room to lie with Sara all those feelings of love fade away everyone wanted me but I want the girl who probably doesn't want me, I try to shake these thoughts off but they won't go I noticed Sara's eyes slowly beginning to open "good morning Sara.." I say clearly not meaning it "Good morning baby!" she says knowing I hated her calling me anything other than my name "Yeah.." "I'll go make breakfast" I walk away before she could even say anything, I check on Valentina before going to the kitchen.

"Why am I so obsessed with her?" I ask myself quietly "With who babe?"  ugh Sara I thought to myself  "You of course Sara!" "Here I made you breakfast" I handed her a plate of some eggs they weren't perfect well at least compared to Valentina's eggs, hers were perfect they were big and round I need to stop myself I wasn't talking about eggs in that last part I make myself a plate before waiting for Valentina to come to the kitchen.

She finally came out her hair was wet so she just got out of the shower "Morning sleepy head" I smile taking a bite of my eggs "Mmmh morning" She sits at the island grabbing her plate she eats her eggs clearly enjoying every taste "can you get me some apple juice please?" Valentina asks "Of course" "Thank you, you," Valentina says as I pour her a glass "Me too!" Sara adds I roll my eyes before also pouring her some Sara hardly had manners she would always demand and not say please or thank you she was a brat and always thought she could get anything and everything she wanted.

Sara left after breakfast probably to go with one of her other guys she cheats on me on a daily and doesn't care she'll post it everywhere but as I said earlier she doesn't let me leave I've tried so hard to I went from asking to begging to leave I don't love her I hardly want her to be a part of my life but I can't hate her she's taught me how bad some girls can be and which ones to stay away from and once I leave her if I do I'll stay very far from girls like her.

I sit in my room playing video games after a few minutes I feel someone's small soft hands cover my brown eyes "Yes Valentina?" I ask smiling sweetly "How did you know it was me?" "your hands smell like strawberries" I chuckle "Well I'm bored can we go do something like go to the mall or the park?" Valentina asked using her sweet voice it was so cute when she did things like that "Yeah we can go wherever you want Val" I see her eyes light up as she jumps up excitedly "But it's cold so got put a sweater on" "I don't have any clean ones" I look at her then my closet it wouldn't hurt if she wore my jacket.

I give her my jacket she slips it on adjusting the sleeves "Hm it looks good on you" "Thank you!" she smiles brightly showing her pearly white teeth "Okay now go so I can change" I push her out of my room playfully I slide into some of my clothes before unlocking the door "So are we going to walk there or drive?" I asked closing my bedroom door "Walk!" Valentina said I began to walk to the front door with Valentina we walked out together talking about different things it was fun, Sara and I never did things like this she always wanted to spend my money.