Death.
It's nothing new.
It's nothing old
It is however something odd, a person of the living now a person of the dead.
Where do they go. No one's knows, with the exception of themselves.
But is death sutch a confusing feeling, we miss who is gone, even if we didn't love them when they were here.
Everyone is different, but death is all the same. One minute here next minute gone.
I've always been mad at death.
How can you be mad at something you don't know.
My grandma/mom just died Tuesday. I'm not mad she's dead. I was never happy with her alive either though. So why am mad, I'll tell you why.
I'm mad at the change, ya she gone, so what , she never liked me anyways. Yet everyone's so different now, everyone crying and sad, and yet I'm mad.
I always thought if she was gone then I wouldn't be yelled at and I was right, but not people keep apologizing.
IT WASN'T YOU FAULT STOP SAYING SORRY
that is what makes me mad it's in the past leave it there. This is NO different then any other death in my life, cry if you want but leave me out.
Why am I like this? Why can't I just care? I can't just cry about something that doesn't make me cry, I just wanna be alone I'll let me get there emotions out the way before they talk to me about it, I don't care if you wanna talk to be about what happened just leave the emotional out the death.
Death isn't old death isn't new.
Death is the end of live always have been always will be yes is can hurt, yes it's hard, but understand it's hard to some but now to me.
Without death there would be no life.
Without life there would be no death.
That's the way it is
So let me live without the pain the past.
Its best to not think about it
