My self-harm story

the end

the next day after the fight , while i was going through our conversations , i was crying so bad and felt like i wanted to kill myself .

i went to the room and started looking at myself in the Mirror by then i saw an unwanted perfume , i thought of commiting suicide by drinking it and end all this shit up , and i did but sadly enough when i drank it instantly i threw it up . i was feeling exhausted at that time i ven looked l ike i was taken out of a grave . the oh i forgot to tell you that i was in my unties house .

my untie entered the room and she saw how i was feeling and how i looked like she got scared nd wanted to take me to the hospital but i ddnt want to go cause i thought that after hours maybe ill faint or something and let everything go , but at that time i thought about my mom , so i told her to take me to her .

at that time while we were in the car i wanted to kinda laugh cause my untie she felt really sad for me . cause she even had the same problems with her ex and stuff .

i reached home ran quickly to my mom and hugged her and started crying . she was asking me whats wrong and these stuff i couldnt speak out cause i was crying hard , so she took me to the room and started to keep me calm , although she saw my cuts and the blood running through my wrist she kept quiet and was trying to understand the story , i told her every single part of the story after she talked to me and keeping me calm she asked from were these cuts came from and how , i couldnt lie and i told her that i did it to myself , she got surprised and telling me are you crazy and started shouting and bla bla bla i ddnt know what to do by then so i kept quiet until she finished

she Grabbed my hand and told me : pinky promise that you wont do that again i promised her

and after that i never did it till this day , and thats how it ended , i hope you enjoyed the story and maybe learn some lessons from this story thanks for reading :)