"Importante ba ako p-para sayo?" Kahit naduduwag at nahihirapan ay tinanong ko parin.
Matagal bago ito sumagot, "Yes, you are. And I love you, you know right?" he said and looking at me with lovely eyes, but i'm sick of it. He is always like this, manipulating me, saying he love and care for me pero iba naman ang ipinapakita at ipinaparamdam niya, he often gaslight me, na minsan ay kahit siya ang mali ay ako pa ang nagsosorry.
"Really? Do you call this love?" I asked between my sobs
" Yes, and why are we talking about this right now? Ngayon pa talaga Ivory? Ang tagal na natin ah." He said trying to change the subject, natigil ito saglit na para bang may iniisip at maya-maya pa ay sumeryoso na ang mukha nito.
"Don't.. don't tell me.. don't tell me, you'll let go of me.."he said with full of anger. Tumaas ang mga balahibo ko sa gulat at kaba sa pinapakita niya ngayon"No! You'll never leave me, you'll stay in me forever, forever, Ivory." He said looking at me, he looks so dangerous. "Only death will make us apart"
Parang gripong tumulo ang luha ko. I can't breath properly, sumisikip ang dibdib ko at parang may nakabara sa lalamunan ko. I can't believe this? Is this real?
Tahimik lang kaming dalawa akala ko hindi na siya magsasalita ngunit nag ka mali ako.
"Mahal kita.. mahal na mahal" nagkatinginan kaming dalawa he looks at me with his convincing eyes
"If you really love me, then let go of me." I wipe my tears away dahil hindi na ako makakita dahil sa luha
"I'm sorry.." yumuko ito at huminga ng malalim bago nag angat ng tingin sa'kin, "I'm just really inlove with you kaya hindi kita kayang pakawalan. I can't... I can't let go of you" He said straightly
"I get it. You love me, if you really love me then why you're always hurting me? Not just physically but emotionally. I don't deserve this kind of treatment. I deserve beyond the best. I'm letting you go now so please let me go"
Bubuksan ko na sana ang pinto ng kotse niya ng hinuli niya ang kamay ko
He looked at me painfully, "I need you.. please, please don't let go of me because---" Hindi ko na siya pinatapos at lumabas na ako sapat na ang mga narinig ko
He never love me at all, kasi kung totoong mahal niya ako hindi niya ako sasaktan ng ganito, ang tanga ko lang at nag pauto ako. It's just an obsession with him, it will never be love.
I saw a taxi and i waved my hand, calling it. Pero bago pa ito makalapit ay my humila na sa braso ko. "You may call it quit but you will never can't get away from me, remember that." My eyes widened after he said those words
BINABASA MO ANG
Trusting Harder
RomanceR-18 Ivory only wish for her life to be married with a man, with loyalty, gentleman, and who can accept her fully. But something happened to her wish. The consequences came to her life and it make her suffer.