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He's my everything. My world. He's everything I have and everything I've ever wanted. The more I see him and look into his beautiful eyes or talk to him and hear his voice or even text him all day everyday I fall more and more in love. I love how he always puts me first and shows he cares. I love the way he looks at me and holds me. How he always tries to make me smile and laugh. I love how he treats me like a genuine person. He's just so perfect
want him to myself forever. I can't lose him. I'd probably die inside without him in my life. His hair, his eyes, his smile, his laugh, I just can't get enough. He may not think I love him, but I do. I love him so much. I just wanna hug and kiss and be all over him. I just wanna be with him. I only want him. He makes me the happiest I've ever been. He's the most perfect human being, whether he believes it or not. He deserves the world, and though I can't give him that, I will try. We're only young. All I can do is try, and I will do my best. The memories we have and the ones we'll have as time goes by are and will be the most important. I don't want him for his body. I want him for him. I want that kind, helpful, respectful side of him. But also the playful, funny, naughty side, too. I just want him and all that comes with that. He's my one true love. I really wanna last forever. I can't lose him. I really can't.

12/31/22... I miss our relationship! SM!!!!!!

Feb 14 2023... he's so special and different. Other exs I'd want to get over, but him I don't even want to try. I-love-him. I cry nightly thinking how he's no longer mine. But I am forever his. As of now. Happy Valentines Day to my my true love.

Mar 15 2023... He's everything. I feel I will always love him bc after today, I want him most. I can't tell anyone, and I mean anyone other than my bestie, Tai.

4/26/23... Only God knows how much I still care for Bryan. I know we'll never be together again, but I like to think that we will. I can't hide my feelings. I wanna tell him so badly thinking that he might feel the same. But at the same time, I can't risk it. Though he is worth the risk.

May 13th, 2023... I love you so much. You are my world. Though you say it was all fake, it was all pretend, it was all a lie, I still care for you. You are everything. When I see you I can't breathe. My heart starts pounding, and then it feels as if it stops beating. When I try to gasp so air, it gets harder and harder. You have complete control over me. Whatever you say I'll do. If you just say the word, I'll come running back. That is how much I miss you. That is how much I love you. That is how care for you. That is how much I want you. That is how much I NEED you. I need you. When I am not near you, I feel as if I'll suffocate. When I see you happy with someone else, I die. Right now, as I type this, I am dying. I am struggling to breathe. My heart aches. I lust you. But never as much as I LOVE you!
I was just watching "Queen Charlotte: A bridgerton Story," and it reminded me of us. How i feel about you. I want what they had. I want that kind of love with you. Though sickness and health. I want you. You said Somethings were pretend, so I asked u what. I am terrified to open your message. I can NOT breathe. You said you were just trolling, and I am glad. Because if you were serious about the lies, I'd cry. Cry for minutes, hours, day, weeks, months if I'm being 200% honest with myself. I really do love you. I love you so much. I've probably said I love you 15 times today, maybe more, but it's true. I love you.