A girl sitting by the subway station... Reading her favourite book and listening to her favourite songs in her earphones... wandering when will the subway will arrive...
"I can't wait to go home.."
She said it with a sigh.
The Subway arrives!
She gets up from her sit and the doors of the subway opened and there she walked inside...
While inside the subway...she would always want to feel like the main character in the movies and from the books...
She silently laughed at herself.
"When will I go home?"
Talking with herself.
Here we are again...
She can't quite place on why...she decided to do that...when? She doesn't know...but it was therapeutic in a way...
Crazy....she thought.
"I wonder where would this subway take me far away if not going home?"
She wanted to feel like she wanted to be inside a novel or a book she's reading...
She's just a lonely girl from the station.
What can she even do or why.
She wondered what if she would go to the world she wants to live and that place would be where the book characters would live and see her...
What she didn't realize that already fell asleep.
"Huh? I fell asleep?"
She never thought she would fall asleep.
There the station of her own home...
"Finally."
Her home is cozy...but not cozy enough.
Her life is nice but not nice enough.
She wanted more.
She wanted to live, where her fantasy goes.
Fairytales.
People often think of her as childish.
People always been laughing at her for liking such things at her age.
She always know, someday she would visit the places she wants to go.
Where her fairytale life is...
She can only dream...
She goes to her kitchen and make herself tea.
She looks through the ceilings.
She heavily sighs.
"I wonder if I could live inside a castle...and find my own prince."
She shakes her head.
As time went by.
She sits in the corner of her room...with the books on her shelves...
She felt safe in this room.
Where her true home is here.
Where her own fairytale is inside a book but this place is close to her...
She opens her phone and there's Spotify and wattpad.
"Finally some peace."
She wanted to be writer.
She cares a lot about books.
But her parents neither doesn't think it's a good job...for life...
Why does everyone think that being a writer doesn't have a chance to have a great life ? Do I have to be a doctor or any professional jobs?
She sighs to herself.
She sits on her bed.
Someday... I'll find out about myself...
Time went by again... It's already evening.
Life doesn't want me to live peacefully...
She thinks that there's something missing in her life...
There's this wishful thinking...
She can't stop...
She washes herself up and lay down on her bed.
"To lay down again...and do nothing..."
She sighs...
She thinks that she sighs a lot today...
She's drifted to her sleep and dream.
Inside her dream:
There's this castle-like place and she wore a dress...
And there's this person waiting for her...in a black suit..with a gentle smile.
Her alarm clock rings!
Rrrring! Rrrring!
She annoyingly turned off her alarm clock
She gets up...
What was that dream? She thought..
That can't be right?
Dreams aren't real and there won't be one in real life...
She shakes her head at that thought..
"I must take care of myself from now on!"
She dressed herself up and makes breakfast for herself...
And went for her school...
To be continued... >>>
Published: June 13, 2023 at 12:12 pm
