Yandere Hannibal x Depressed Reader

meeting Hannibal

Y/N's POV
Today, I woke up, and I hate myself. Death doesn't answer when I cry for help. No high could save me from the depths of hell I'll drown my mind until I'm someone else. Doubt take care of me, be scared of me my misery owns me I don't want to be my enemy my misery owns me now. Under the graveyard. I woke up with the sound of my alarm. My name is Y/N. I suffer from depression. I feel like killing myself. I tried everything. My parents died when I was a kid. I live alone, and I don't have a family. I've been to therapy, but they quit on me after. After the last psychiatrist gave up on me, she recommended Dr. Lecter and said that he would help me. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom and took a shower. I left my house and drove to Dr. Lecter's office. I sat in the waiting room and felt empty looking around the room until I heard the door open and stood a tall, handsome man. "Miss L/N," he said as he stared at me. I stood up and walked in. "Please sit down," he said.

Hannibal's POV
I kept staring at Y/N as she sat down she had an empty look. She is very beautiful. She was recommended to me by a colleague who was Y/N's last psychiatrist and gave me Y/N's file. While I looked into it, there was a photo of her, and my heart started beating fast. I was in love with her at first glance. As I read the file, I learned everything about her. My poor Y/N lost her parents at a young age her only friend had to go to a school far away and doesn't even know Y/N lost her parents. Then the love of her life, or she thought he had left her for another when she needed him the most, and that made her depression worse. I sat down on my chair and kept staring at my beautiful Y/N. She was dressed in a black dress with a black blazer and black heels. she was very skinny and her dress was loose. We started talking about her condition, I knew she was hurting herself, but she did not want to talk about it. "Dr. Lecter, I think I'm immortal," Y/N says to me while looking down. "Why do you think your immortal miss L/N," I say, keeping our conversation professional, but I wanted to be personal with her. Y/N came closer to me, and she looked at me. "I'll show you doctor", she says to me. She starts taking off her vest, exposing her toned, scarred body, and then she takes a pocket knife from under her vest pocket. I looked at her, shocked, and she put the knife in my hands. " I want you to cut me with the knife," Y/N says, looking into my eyes. "Ms. L/N I don't think this is a good idea," I say, looking at my Y/N. I don't want to hurt her. She suddenly closed her eyes, and a tear rolled down her cheek. " I'm sorry, Dr. Lecter," Y/N says, opening her eyes. I looked at her, and she looked at me. we continued to look at each other, and to my disappointment, she looked away. I suddenly grabbed her hand and looked at her as my hand felt her warm hand on mine. Y/N looked at me confused and blushed, looking away. " Are you okay Y/N," I say, still feeling her soft hand. " No, I am not Dr. Lecter," Y/N says, using her other hand to wipe away the tears that kept falling. "Please call me Hannibal," I said, moving closer to her. " I don't think that would be professional," Y/N says, trying to move away from me. I pull her closer to me. " You are lonely and need a friend," I said as I smelled her hair. "Yes, I don't have many friends. I'm alone with no one that loves me," she says to me, leaning closer to me. "There is another reason why I was left alone," my love says, looking away from me. I suddenly had the urge to kiss her, but I have to control myself, for now, she will be mine soon.

Y/N's POV

I was looking at Hannibal with a broken expression. I took a deep breath. " when I was young I told my parents that I was pansexual and they said I was a disgrace to them and they left and I never saw them again until I found out that they died without letting me explain," I say to Hannibal crying as he wraps his arms around me. Then my phone rings. Today, I woke up, and I hate myself. Death doesn't answer when I cry for help. I answer as Hannibal looks at me. "Hey Y/N I just got back from S/N (State's name) and I sold my house so I'll be living with you now you don't have to be lonely anymore," f/n says with a happy tone in her voice. Hannibal is still looking at me, "That's great news f/n," I say, happy that I won't be alone anymore. " I'll be there in a couple of hours. I have things to do right now," f/n says, then hangs up. I put my phone away in my vest pocket. I smiled brightly. "Well, I guess I'm not lonely anymore because my friend is staying with me now," I say with a happy tone in my voice. "You still have me for anything you need. I'm still your phychairst after all," Hannibal says, leaning towards me still arms around me. I can feel his hand going lower on my waist. "Thanks so much, Dr. Lecter, "I say, feeling less lonely and depressed. "We are friends. Y/N no need to be professional around me," says Hannibal, smiling brightly at me. "We are still in your office Hannibal also you are still my psychiatrist. We aren't done with our session yet," I say nervously, trying to avoid getting too close to the doctor I just met. We talked more about my condition. I opened up more with Hannibal and told him about my nightmares. Hannibal was really understanding, he doesn't judge me like other psychiatrists do. "Y/N have you been hurting yourself lately?" Hannibal says with a worried tone. "Yes, I hurt myself every day, just some cuts here and there," I say, whispering sadly. He suddenly takes my vest off and sees all my scars, he widened his eyes and then hugs me tightly. "Don't ever hurt yourself again. You aren't alone anymore because you have me by your side," Hannibal says, wiping my tears away with his fingers. "Thank you Hannibal", I say, kissing his cheek, but he moves his cheek away, and our lips are met. After a few minutes, I pulled away from the kiss I wanted to pull away immediately, but Hannibal's grip wouldn't let me until he loosened up, and I was able to get away. He smiles at me.

Hannibal's POV
When Y/N went to kiss my cheek I couldn't hold myself anymore so I turn my cheek away and our lips met, I was really happy with our kiss but I noticed that she wanted to get away from me but I wouldn't let that happen I gripped my love tightly we stayed that way after a few minutes I loosen my grip she moved away from me. I was mad at that she was mine, but I controlled my anger, and I smiled at her. "You're welcome Y/N", I say as I want her to trust and love me. I want to gain her trust so she can only depend on me and only me. We will soon be happy forever, and she will never leave my side. I look at her scars on her. Some are old, and some are recent. I have the urge to run my fingers and kiss those scars, but then I remember the cause of it. Her depression has been worse. She's still beautiful, and I was falling deeply in love with Y/N. I know it's wrong for a doctor and patient to be involved with each other but I don't care I'm in love with her and she's going to fall in love with me I don't care what I have to do as long I'm by her side or she's by my side. I will make her mine she will be my wife, and we will have kids. For now, I'm happy being close to her as friends. Time goes by, and our session is over. I put my hands on her shoulders, and I set another appointment for my love. When she leaves I grabbed my laptop and stalked her, I wanted to know what she did when I kissed her passionately. I put a tracking device on her to monitor her every day. I can't go stalk her outside she would notice and stay away from me. I saw she arrived home safely and went to her room and started going to her closet and picked out a black shirt and very short black shorts, she undressed and I saw her in a black bra and panties. She stood in the mirror and looked at herself, she has the most beautiful body I could tell she was insecure about herself. I saw she wasn't satisfied with her body. "I gained weight I knew I shouldn't have eaten that brownie last night but I was hungry", my love says complaining that her stomach started growling she ignores it and continues to complain and puts her clothes on. I can see her whole legs that short is too short. She goes out of her room and goes to the kitchen and makes a salad with a little dress. She eats it, and when she's done, someone knocks on the door, and she goes and sees. She smiles and opens the door, and I see her friend and some guy come in. She looks like her. The guy stares at my Y/N and then at her legs. F/N notices and pulls him next to her. "Y/N, this is my boyfriend Zack, Zack. This is my friend Y/N. We are like sisters," says F/N. "It's a pleasure to meet you Y/N," Zack says, shaking my love hand and then kissing her hand. I wanted to kill him she's mine, only mine. I saw her smile but was mentally grossed out, which made me happy. "Nice to meet you, Zack," says my darling, trying to be polite, but she's feeling uncomfortable. After they got to know each other, F/N got hungry and searched for something to eat, but she only found salads or fruits and vegetables, some junk food. I could tell she wasn't satisfied with Y/N's eating habits. "You don't have anything else to eat other than salads and vegetables, no meat or at least some soups," says F/N, looking at the fridge. I smile that my love takes care of herself, but she also needs to eat well she needs her protein. She smiles at F/N and tells her to follow her and she takes out some pizza dough and some ingredients then she puts the pizza in the oven, after the pizza is done she takes it out and cuts it into slices. F/N takes a slice, and Zack and their eyes widen. "This is delicious. Do you have anything to drink?" F/N says, finishing her pizza and grabbing another slice. "Yeah, I have water, tea, lemonade, and homemade iced coffee," Y/N says, going to the fridge. "Lemonade is great thanks", says F/N. "I would like some lemonade too, please Y/N," says Zack with a smile. My love smiles and grabs two glasses and pours lemonade and gives it to them. After dinner, they go straight to their rooms, and Y/N fixes her bed and immediately goes to sleep. I go to sleep thinking about my love.