"She has been living through it for too long.
It exhausted her body- her mind would crawl into the depths of Hell!
Doomed, she would grasp her belly to reduce it into itself-
To smash it, to distort it until it becomes Nil all over again-
Because Nil... Is the only fate she could bear.
She focused unto her breath and closed her eyes towards the Sun, begging-
Praying! Crying to a Lord that none could ignore his tremendous existence, begging... :
<< Ô, God, Universe. Make me a miracle. Make a miracle or make me disappear. >>
But as always, Universe had doomed her long ago.
She couldn't be helped. Her destiny was all meant to be that way. She could just be here, curled up in the most painful agony she lived through.
Yet only a silent tear could signify her Spleen enough.
