𝐌𝐲 𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐌𝐢𝐚(Kny Oneshots)

❀𝐓𝐢𝐧𝐲 𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐬❀𝐈.𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐢

1𝕤𝕥 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟

I was doing normal pillar things,going on missions,going to the butterfly estate occasionaly and hang out with my fellow hashira. So what made today different? Today was the day I met 𝐡𝐢𝐦. We crossed paths when I was going to the butterfly mansion and he was coming from the butterfly mansion. He looked so cold,so done with humanity and all life. Thinking back,it's kind of concerning how I found that attractive.

A familiar feeling set in ever since that day. I looked for him in hashira meetings,on missions and even in my freetime to see where he was. Most of the time he was out with Mitsuri. Other times he was sat up in a tree with his snake. Again,my choice in men was concerning.

I had felt my heart beat faster when I saw him. We didn't speak until a week after I seen him. Mitsuri had introduced us and I could feel myself shrink under his gaze. I was supposed to be over the moon I got to speak to him right? I was at first,I was so happy that we had conversations even if it included another person in them.

Then I started feeling 𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐤. Like there was an itching feeling in my throat making it hard to breathe. I excused myself,rushing to the bathroom and coughing into a tissue. Blood was splattered on the tissue,along with some black petals from a black petunia. I thought it meant death,when I saw this I felt dread overcome me.

This was a sign. A sign that death was going to happen,to either me or someone I know. Later that day I read through multiple books until I found out what disease I had. It was 𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐤𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞. A disease recognisable for the holder coughing up blood and petals of their lovers or crushes hair. A flower would begin growing in the victims throat until it makes them impossible to breathe. There are two ways to remove this,get surgery which will cause you to lose all feelings to your significant other/the person you love or have your feelings returned.

I knew one of them wouldn't happen but I wanted to believe it would. So,for the next couple of weeks I began growing closer and closer to Obanai and ever day I could feel my disease getting worse. It got to the point that when I saw a glance of him I felt petals arise in my throat. I can't do this anymore.

I finally believed what I knew deep down all along. 𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞. I sent a letter to Shinobu,asking to do the surgery. She hesitantly agreed and my appointment was the day after. That evening I wrote a letter to Obanai,telling him how I felt and what I was going to do. I hoped he was happy with Mitsuri. And he should confess soon before he turns out like me.

I called for my crow, giving it the letter and then grabbing a tissue,coughing into it. Tiny flowers exited my mouth as I violently hacked into the tissue, tears flowing down my cheeks. I hate this. I can't wait for this to be over. I then got in bed and slept the rest of the night,waking up early for my surgery.

When I woke up it was around 5:00Am. I slipped into my demon slayer uniform,grabbing my haori that had wisteria in some of the pockets I requested. I done my hair and set off towards the butterfly mansion. My estate was far from the serpent estate so my letter should have only arrived now. I smiled at the thought of Obanai but immediatly felt an urge to cough so I tried to think about something else. For example,where Sanemi's eyebrows went.

Did they grow wings and fly away or maybe they got ripped off in a demon attack? Or maybe when cutting himself to lure in demons he sliced them off? I laughed at the thought and before I could say,Umai I was at the butterfly mansion.

Shinobu was outside,waiting for me. She looked at me. "Are you sure you wanna do this Y/N-san? You can just confess you know.." She said,her smile dropping slightly. I nod. "He likes Mitsuri-chan anyways,he told me." I reply,following Shinobu inside. We then got to an operating room and I sat down,waiting for my sedative.

She handed me a pill and I swallowed it with some water and before I know it,I was blacked out. The surgery must have worked because when Shinobu mentioned Obanai's name I didn't feel anything. It wasn't until after I left that I came face to face with my former crush Obanai.As soon as I reached the door to my estate I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Y/N!"

I looked at the owner of the voice. 𝐈𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐨 𝐎𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐢. He looked out of breath and was panting heavily. "Y-you like me?" He exclaimed as if he didn't believe it. "𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝." I replied,key word '𝐝𝐢𝐝'. He flinched taking his hand off my shoulder. "I see...well I'm sorry but I didn't like you the same way." He said, his voice cold but with an underlying tone of hurt. I nod at him before smiling softly. "Make sure to confess to Mitsuri soon,yeah?" I say before opening the door to my estate and closing it behind me as I stepped inside.

I was a minute too late too see the singular tear roll down his cheek. He looked at Kaburamaru and said "Why didn't I treat her the same way I treated Mitsuri? Maybe we could have been laughing together by now.." his voice was muffled through the door and I couldn't hear what he said so I shrugged it off and went to my room.

𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫....

I found someone new. I didn't completely forget Obanai as I still hung out with Mitsuri but because of the surgery I didn't feel anything towards him anymore. Instead,I was courted by Kyojuro Rengoku. The flame hashira and my fiancé. Our wedding is in 5 months.

A weird thing happened in the meeting today. We had to host a trial for a 'Tanjiro Kamado' who was protecting his demon sister,Nezuko Kamado and Kyojuro seemed really keen to behead them both. Thankfully, that never happened as Tomioka-San would end up being killed too.

𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬, 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐎𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐢. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐲, 𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐈'𝐦 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲,𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭?