CHAPTER 11 - Scarlett

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It is funny, that after my perfect date with Alexander, all I could think about was Asher. He acted so strangely. He waited up for me, but why? I have asked myself that question for ten minutes now. So I decided to go by myself and ask what his problem is.

I knocked at his door but no one answered, "Asher it's me," I whispered, all the others were asleep and i didnt want to wake them up. I knocked again. Still no answer. Maybe he was asleep. I was about to turn around, when I heard a quiet howl.

I got curious, so instead of going, I opened the door. I saw Asher lying in the fetal position in the bed.

"Is everything alright?" I asked, even tho i knew something was wrong.

"Please, go," he said while he tried to hold his howl back. Even though I was a bit mad at him, didn't it stop me from taking care of him. So I walked over to the bed, and said quietly, "Talk to me." He now looked up at me, and his eyes were red. He's crying. Seeing him cry made my heart hurt.

I hugged him, and his whole body was shaking, and now the howl turned into crying.

A side I never thought I should see from him. "talk to me, Asher, please," i begged. I was so confused right now. Is this because of me? I though, but i didn't want to asked. Because it doesn't make sense if this was because of me, because he wasn't crying, he was totally heart broken.

"I- Can you stay, please," Is all he said, and all i could say was, "Yes of course."

I laid down with him, and put my head on his chest and arms around him.

He just held me tight, and I was so surprised that he wanted me to stay right now. I got a feeling like it was because he needed me. There must be something behind all of this, and why he acts like he does.

I do not believe that he hates me.

***

I woke up the next morning, in his room. When I opened my eyes, he wasn't here, not in the bed, not getting ready. He was gone, again. He always does this, like he tries to make me feel worth nothing.

I need to talk with him about yesterday, because it makes no sense to me. I was so scared, he just layed there, speechless, shaking, crying. Like he was in the worst pain.

I was on my way to my own room, but when i closed the door to Asher's room, I heard a little giggle from behind me. "Well hello there," it was Maddie and Julian.

"Hello, you too," I said, in total panic. Now they for sure think we are hooking up, but I tried my best to convince them that we are not. Because we weren't. "I just wanted to wake up Asher," I said. "Wake me up,?" a well known voice then interrupted.

"Yea, he wasn't in the room when I wanted to wake him up." I tried to save myself from this situation. But from the look Maddie and Julian gave, when they said "Alright." I knew they thought something happened.

"I'm starving, should we get some food," I asked to finally get me out of this situation. They both nodded, and led the way, "Imma met you to practice," Asher said. I smiled at him, but he just looked away and went to his room.

"We are planning to go out and party today, if you are down?" I looked at Julian and considered whether I should go or stay home. "If it's okay, I think I'm gonna stay home tonight."

"Are you sure, I think it could be fun," I nodded, "Maybe tomorrow," I suggested.

I will never understand how they can party all the time. I wanted to stay home today, so I could call the girls. I really missed them, it has been 3 weeks without them.

***

Everybody was going out today, including Grace, Maeve and Ellie. They were too busy to talk with me. They didn't even answer any of my calls. But Grace sent a message in the group "cant talk, going out tonight." So while everybody was on their way out to parting, I sat in the living room and was about to see the next episode of, one tree hills. I got so hooked on this story line. So I'd rather stay home watching that, then go out.

I was in episode 6, but I fell asleep last time, Which is so typical of me. So I needed to watch episode 3 again.

I was making some popcorn in the kitchen when I herded footsteps from the stairs. It was Asher who came down.

"Are you seeing the next episode without me?'' He was wearing sweatpants, and a black tshirt. The shirt sat tight so you could see the lining of his six pack, and his chest that was trained well.

"You can join if you want to?" i asked.

He nodded, and sat down on the sofa, while I took the popcorn. He found the series, and I joined him.

He acted like nothing happened yesterday, and I can't handle it anymore.

"Can we talk about what happ-"

"No," he interrupted me.

"Asher, ple-"

"No" he interrupted again, without even looking at me. He was acting so cold.

"You don't have to tell me what happened if you don't want me to. But I need to know what you want from me."

"Scarlett," he said and looked at me.

"I can't give you what you want, i'm not into relationships."

"Who even said I wanted a relationship?" I asked him. I didn't say anything about a damn relationship. I don't even know him that well yet. But I know that if I do get to know him, I might someday want more. I'm not sure, but I'm already so jealous of him just talking to another girl. I'm so confused.

He didn't say anything so I answered him,"your ego did" and he knew I wasn't wrong.

"What do you want then?" a question i knew the answer to, but i wouldn't say that out loud.

"The real question is, what do you want?" I said while biting my lips. I didn't know why I did it, but I could see he noticed, because he kept looking at my lips. There was silence for a moment, he was staring at my lips, and then my eyes, but he didn't answer me.

"Let's just see tv," I said. The remote was next to him, so I bent over to get the remote, instantly I could feel some warm lips touching mine, and I loosen my grip on the remote. All I could think about is, what was going on right now. This couldn't be true, it must be a dream. Asher Scott is kissing me, right fucking now.

I placed my left hand around his head, and the other was relaxing on the sofa. The kiss was slow, and intime, and I could feel my heart beating faster. The kiss was without tongue. It was not a wild kiss, and I liked it. He was really good at this. The kiss started to get faster, and I could feel his breath getting heavier.

He put his hand around my waist, and lifted me up, so I was placed on him. He still had his one hand on my waist, while the other hand slowly was on the way to my ass. When he grabbed my ass, I let out a little moan, and could feel a smile from his lips.

I lit my head to the other site, and the kiss got a bit harder, now with tongue. The kiss tasted like strawberry. I stopped the kiss, but our lips were still so close. I looked down at him and asked, "Have you eaten strawberries?" He smirked and said. "Do you like the taste?" I also just smiled, and holded his head in my hand before I went in for another kiss.

The kiss was so intime, and a bit hard, which I have no problem with, actually it was kinda hot, and it felt like he had wanted to do this for so long.

I was slowly rubbing my ass on his dick, and got shocked when I suddenly could feel it getting bigger under me. The small moans he makes under the kissing, says it all, he likes it. He then went from my lips to my neck, and kissed it slowly, he took his hands down to my shirt, and was just about to take it of, but the sounds of the door that just opened, stopped everything, and i hurried down from him, so we sat away from each other, and hoped no one saw anything.

"SURPRISE," I heard a lot of yelling voices, and there they were. Ellie, Maeve and Grace.

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