The life we had. (Geno x Reaper fanfic)

Issues.

Reaper pov

I was in a blank room, the Anti-void... I remember this place, this is where I killed Geno after the party... I heard Genos voice behind me, and I quickly turned around he looked scared, and I was not controlling myself either. All of a sudden, I was yelling... I didn't like this memory... all of a sudden, I pulled my sythe out... and I made out the words he said, "R-Reaper! i LOVE you!" Both of us were crying.... just as he finished what he was saying, I swiped my scythe and screamed, "YOUR DETERMINED TO DIE WITH A LIE ON YOUR LIPS?!". It hurt me so bad to see him kiss somebody, the cut he already had along his chest thickened... he put a hand on my cheek. "I love you... Reaper..." He dusted before I could even say sorry, or I didn't mean it. Just as he finished dusting I woke up and started crying and sweating, it was 3 in the morning and I looked next to me to see Error is a red jumper with the covers up to his shoulder. He turned around and tried to calm me, and I lay back down. I knew he didn't love me. He loved Ink... he wasent Geno... "Error... go to him, go to ink. I know you love him. " I didn't want to force him to stay here."You can get your things when you're ready, but I know you want him in your bed more than someone you barely remember." Error hugged me with a couple of tears."ArE YoU SuRe YoUl Be OK bY YoUrSeLf? YoU got mY NuMbEr iF yoU need to TaLk... thaNk yoU ReApeR.." He waved goodbye and teleported away. The fact he didn't even hesitate... it hurt. I started crying and walked into my bathroom (Self harm warning now) I picked up a razor and pulled my cloak sleeve up and tied it with a boble and unwrapped the blood stained bandages around my arms and sighed at the infected wounds. This was 3 years worth, it started before Geno, and now he's gone. My harming was more frequent... Error didn't know about it... no one did. Only me, I stared blankly and dragged my sharp razor along my wrist, opening scars and making new wounds, the blood dripping onto the floor, yet I didn't even wince. I finished and cried a little more on the floor and wiped all the blood up and wrapped new bandhes around my wrists and and went back to bed... (end of self-harm)

{The next morning}

I woke up, my pillow was soaking since I had cried myself to sleep like every other night, it was around 12 in the afternoon and I was hungry but fought the urge and cried "Geno you Bitch... why did you have to leave... I'm so sorry... please come back." I was crying again and slamming my head back, I wanted him to hold him again, I wanted to kiss him gain, but... I was mever going to get that back... or so I thought. I heard a knock at my bedroom door and the only other person who had keys into my house was Life, and I heard her walking in my house already as she knocked. "What do you want Tori..." I wiped my tears while saying that as she walked in "if it doesn't have anything to do with Geno I don't want to hear it." I had a lot in my head at this moment, every moment of my experience with the last time I was with Geno... not being with him brought me pain... "But... what if Alphys had found a way to extract all the memories of past Geno from Errors soul into a new soul that Geno can use? Alphys has a soul but we want you to be there if it works." Life was happy and doing little claps and I ran out of my bed and showers and brushed my teeth in the speed of light and ran back to Toriel "Let's go. now. If this doesn't work your not gonna have a head anymore Life." I said jokingly but slightly serious. I wanted this to work. I had so much hope that our plan might work.

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