Crippled

Here I was, laying in my bed (A
On my back (B
Felt like bowling balls were banging againt my head (A
Felt like my chest was under attack (B
I could breath, but at the same gasping for air (C
My fingers were uncontrollably opening and closing (D
My forearm beyond repair (C
The world around me slowing (D
I cried so much I thought I would run out of tears (E
It was like I was crippled (F
I had so many fears (E
I was so belittled (F
I wanted to runaway (G
My body was stuck to the surface (H
But it was like I was on display (G
I thought if I even had a purpose (H
Why try to move at all (I
I thought (J
As I stared at my wall (I
As my heart was in a knot (J