All that you are, is all that I'll ever need

Nightmare

It was evening.
Seyran and ferit were sleeping. Seyran with her head on his chest. Ferit with his arms around her and tip if his nose laying down on seyrans head. Peacful.... Until seyran got a nightmare.

In her dream she saw darkness. She woke up and didn't sew ferir next to her. She saw a letter covered in blood. Seyran didn't understand what it meant. She slowly grabbed the letter and read it. " I told you he is mine. Don't play games, because in the end you will lose" The window of their room was open. It was windy. Then suddenly some death leafes from a tree came from outside and they fell on the ground. Seyran heard laughing sounds coming from behind the door of their room " No" she whispered " Ferit please" she moved her head from the left to the right. Ferit slowly opened his eyes . He woke up from the sound. " Seyran?" He whispered....

Then he noticed she wasn't okay. " Seyran?" He slowly lifted her up. Then she screamed and opened her eyes. The first thing she did after opening her eyes, was to scream ferit's name. There he was on her left. He was there. She hugged him very tight and started to break down. " Shhhh Im here. Nothing will happen to you. Its over.... You probably had a terrible dream, but its over" she was shaking. Ferit looked at the table and grabbed a glass of water" here drink this" so she grabbed ut and drank it. Ferit is really concerned, because seyran gets a lot of anxiety attacks lately. He is thinking about bringing her to a therapist because it looks like she experienced alot od unhealed trauma. But thats something to discuss another time.

" seyran please tell me what happened. Why are you so scared?" He said while stroking her face. " Im with you no matter what happens" To be honest she didn't understand herself what happened in her dream. She only knrw it didnt meant something good. How could it be something good? What was the meaning of the blood? What was the meaning of the letter, of the dead tree leafes? It was all confusing.

" Ferit I keep getting bad dreams lately. Ive a feeling all the time that something bad is about to happen...And I dont know why and how... And I didnt understand the dream" he kissed her forhead" Shhh Its okay you can tell me, im here for you"
So she did

" And then when I wanted to open the door I woke up" Ferit thinks that shes scared something will happen to him or she will lose him. L" Seyran I want to ask you something, but dont be mad okay just be honest" he said while grabbing her hands.

" Do you think I will ever leave you?" She didnt reply. No... he wouldn't she just looked at him and he grabbed her cheek while wiping awY her tear. " That will never ever happen. I found myself because if you. I became a man because if you. I learned how to love because of you. I believed in to be loved by others because of you" he said while kissing her " Im so in love with you. So much that If i had to choose between breathing and loving you, I would use my last breath to tell you that I love you" " Oh ferit.." she cried again " I love you so much. More than anything and anyone in this life. .." she grabbed his cheek" Becauss of you I learned how to trust a man. I nevet trusted my father. I was always scared of him and never saw his love. You were the first man I've ever trusted in my life. The first man I felt save next to.... And you are the only man I will love..... even if loving you was a sin.... I would still keep loving you. ... Ferit Im... im sorry I dont know how all these anxiety atta ks happen lately and I" .." ssh" he said" Seyran im your husband. I love you! Im with you no matter what. In your good dats and in your bad days. Its not fair if we laugh together but you cry alone. We are here for each other right?" Shs hugged him tight while smelling his sense and kissing his neck. " Im so glad you exist" she said " And Im glas you exist. I thank God for bringing you in my path my love. You are for sure the greatest thing that happened to me.... And also my family! Im happy to spend the rest of our lives together... Im ready to be happy with you" he didn't say more and just looked her straight into her beautiful green eyes.

He wanted her so bad. It wasn't the first time to ask her if she was ready. He was happy that kissing her was enough, that words werent needed to give each other permission. The eyes talk enough. The soul needs what it needs.
He went deeper for the kiss" Ferit" she said while being left with almost no air" kiss me until I forget about the dream" no need to ask him twice. She took off his shirt and he kissed her neck.She took off her own shirt, but when it was the turk to take off her bra, he stopped her. " Let me do it" he said while kissing her breast. After taking off her bra he put her down on the bed and was on top of her. He slowly awarded her body with soft kisses that made her whole world shiver " I love you " she said. He then kissed her neck " I love you too" and when they both became one, he grabbed her hands.... Thats what she needed to feel better. Him! Making love with him made her feel better. His kisses made her forget the dream. His smell calmed her down... and kis touch made her shiver. They fell asleep into each others arms. No clothes... their bodies were touching