Tears of a lonesome Violin

Faded scars.

~Usami~

I walked around Sakura park attempting to

Clear my head. It has only been 2 hours since

I've gotten up without Misaki there. I

Inwardly sighed "Misaki." I whispered to

No one In particular, my chest clenched at

The walking couples that surrounded

Me, I had planned to take Misaki

To the Sakura Festival but, the fight

Cancelled the romantic schedule

I had laid out perfectly. I sighed

Looking up at the lanterns, what

I would give to have Misaki back in

My arms... Abruptly I saw someone like

Misaki Being pulled by a young lady, maybe

29, towards the bench under the

Newly bloomed Sakura Tree. Curious,

I walked towards the pair of two,

"Misaki is that you?" I asked,

The male froze turning his head

Towards me, my violet eyes widened

At Misaki's lifeless emerald ones

Looked back at me. The female

Noticed her friend's face and

Examined his anxious gaze "Misaki?

What is it Hun?" She asked worriedly,

Misaki pointed his shaky finger towards

My body "Akira-chan...It's it's Usa-"

Before he could finish his sentence

His body went rigid and his eyes went

Unfocused, suddenly he fell from his

Standing position, Usami quickly caught him

Safely in my arms. "Are you Akihiko Usami?"

Usami heard a female voice ask. Usami nodded

Adjusting Misaki's position. "It's

Nice to meet you, I'm Misaki's Therapist,

Akira Kiyoshi, Misaki talks about you

Quite a lot." Akihiko grins at her

Comment and looks up at the woman,

He was astounded by her bright round

Amethyst eyes and her curly black hair.

"Misaki needs you. More than you think

Akihiko-sama." Usami smiled "I've known

Him since he was a Sophomore and

I also know about his past, Therefore I can

State that I've Never seen him this insecure

About someone." Akihiko blushed a pale pink.

"I know this is very rash but, Has Misaki talked

About our-" Akira cut Akihiko off

"Argument about 2 weeks ago? He only mentioned

It and how he felt about the whole situation, but

He is. . . Immensely overwhelmed." Guilt washed

Over Akihiko's heart, "Has he said anything else?"

Akira tensed up and nodded "He has been self

Mutilating since Junior year... Recently, he has

Been thinking about self mutilating again,

Due to stress, school, love complications..."

Akihiko was shocked, His Misaki, His

Innocent, sweet, selfless, caring Misaki

Hurts himself... "May I ask where?"

Akira sat down next to Akihiko and took

Off Misaki's Hoodie, after taking Misaki's arms

She turned his Forearm showing Akihiko

Misaki's Scar littered wrist, Thin vertical lines

Ran horizontal, vertical, diagonal all over Misaki's

Pale wrist. "Mhmm." Akihiko and Akira both

Froze looking at the small male laying on Akihiko

Now conscious "What are you two-" Misaki froze

Glancing back and forth at the two people he knew,

He pulled back his wrist "Misaki... I had to tell him,

After all he is your boyfriend." Akira looked at

Misaki with a small smile, tears brimmed Misaki's

Eyes "No... Y-you showed him. How could You?!"

Misaki started struggling in Akihiko's hold "Misaki.

Misaki. Shh, calm down." Akira had a hard time

Calming Misaki down. "Misaki, Shh listen to me,

Shh-" Akihiko lightly grabbed Misaki's chin leaning

Towards his lips "Forgive me Misaki, I swear I'll never

Intentionally hurt you again..." He whispered before

Pressing his lips onto the silk soft lips of Misaki.

A tear slipped from Akihiko's eye as he let go of

Misaki's lips. Misaki also had tears slipping out of his

Green eyes, "I forgive you, Usami Akihiko, or is it

Usagi-san?" Misaki leaned in pressing his

Lips on Akihiko's. After pulling away Misaki

Looked at Akira "Thank you...for everything..."

Akira just smiled and stood up, "Would y'all

Like to go on a double date with me and my

Girlfriend next week here, for the Sakura Festival?"

Akihiko nodded watching as Akira walked away

"Misaki, I'm sorry for everything, I'm sorry

For not letting you go, I'm sorry for not trusting you,

I'm sorry for making you do THIS to yourself," to

Emphasize his point he rubbed his finger softly over

The scars on Misaki's wrists. "Most of all Im sorry for

Telling you that you were trouble... You, my

Love are definitely not trouble." Misaki leaned on

Akihiko's chest and sighed "Misaki, when we get

Home, we have to talk about this..."