where its started

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             Tell you the truth I dont know where it started I just know it was there in my lungs eeryday of my life it feels like that to me, but I know thats not the truth. Tell thr truth I bet I  got it when I was 6 or 7, but know im sixteen thats along time in my mind.

      I never know what to think, its faith thats what I have, and I feel special cause of that alot of people dont have just that little piece of faith inside there soul. Everybody has it just the good people know how to use in the right way, and I am one of those people.

     My parents always told me dont say that, be respectful. My parents just need that little piece of hope to find in their hearts to believe in everybody. Certain people like Jade Buckup just need the respect and needs the help to heel her heart from the past, her father died when she was 12.

     She's one of my best friends and that will never change.  I dont know how she survived it, I would have to have a bunch of hope that something good would come out of it, but I dont know if I could do it. Even though my parents can be protective and scary sometimes they still have won my heart. I will have my parents they took care of me when no one else would .

My cancer sucks I would trade bodys with anybody even mellisa bastings. I want a new life.

     It really sucked 4th grade when my parents came out of the doctors crying, at the time I didnt understand it. I understand it now I am happy I didnt understand it when I was younger. I remeber walking out sucker in my mouth a sticker and smiling not knowing what was about to hit me like  a huge hurricane, except theirs no way to evacuate it you just stand their and wait for it to hit you, and you know it will hert you and your family the most. You just want to move out of the way before the lightning strikes.

   I was told get ready you will have some more years, but enjoy them why you can, because before you know it you wont be able to enjoy it sooner or later, and he was right I cant enjoy anything anymore because I dont have as much strength as I did in the past and my heart is not strong anymore

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