My Heart Yearns For His Love [CompleteD]

CHAPTER 5

Even though Prakash tormented her through his words and actions, Meera had blind faith that one day he would forgive her for her wrongdoings and accept her as his wife wholeheartedly. But, she never expected that he would still remember the agreement she made with him in a tough situation in order to be with her own daughter.

According to the agreement, she have to leave from her daughter and his life when her daughter reached the age of five without fighting  for any rights for her daughter. Her daughter is going to reach age 5 in six more months. That's why today prakash reminded her about their agreement. She only has six more months to live with her daughter and prakash. After that.. What was she going to do ?. She has to do something to change Prakash's decision. She should do something to be in their life.

She is even ready to do wrongdoings to stay in their life again. She is not in a position to analyze and decide what is right and wrong. She has only one wish, to be part of Prakash and her daughter's life till her death.

Even if she could not live in their life as a mother or wife, she at least has to be in their life as a maid. She has to repeat the same thing which was the reason for Prakash and her marriage.

After deciding how to carry out her plan to trap Prakash in her life again, She wiped her tears and went to the kitchen to continue cooking which she left halfway.

After cooking, she arranged breakfast on the dining table and packed lunch for prakash and keerthi. After keeping the packed lunch on the dining table, she waited for Keerthi and Prakash to come out of the room to have their breakfast.

On the way to end her wait, Prakash came out of the room with Keerthi in his arms. Keerthi is neatly dressed up in her school uniform with the help of prakash. Meera felt shooting pain in her heart by seeing Keerthi, who was perfectly dressed to go to school. Seeing keerthi getting ready so beautifully without her help, she felt as if she was no longer needed in keerthi life anymore.

Keerthi, a small child, does not know that she was hurting meera. When her father told her that she had to get ready to go school by herself, it seemed like a new game to her. So, she happily agreed with her father and got ready to go school with the help of her father. Meera usually does everything for keerthi like bathing her, dressing her, tying her hair. But today when her father did all that instead of meera, keerthi felt happy.  Therefore, as soon as she saw meera, she chirped in the happiness with joy beaming eyes,

" Meera aunty.. How am I looking ?"

Even though meera felt stinging pain in her heart when keerthi called her as aunty, she covered it up and replied Keerthi with a fake smile,

"As usual, you are looking beautiful chellam (dear). Looks like my Keerthi chellam grew up as a big girl."

Exhilaration bleamed in keerthi face by hearing meera words and she exclaimed meera in a childish tone,

"Yes aunty. Now I have become a big girl. Appa told me that only big girls can get ready  themselves. See.. Today I also got ready myself. So, now I am also a very big girl. Right, appa ?."

Prakash smiled hearing his daughter's sweet tone reply and nodded as yes in the way to give assurance to his daughter's queries and kissed her cheek. And he asked keerthi to use this moment to make meera understand that she was no longer needed in their lives,

"Yes, babydoll.. Now you are grown up as a big girl. You don't need meera aunty help anymore, right ?."

Prakash's intriguing question to keerthi made Meera's to clench her fist hardly in fear that her daughter herself would agree with prakash's decision that she is not needed in her life. Fear begins to kill her slowly. Every second she waited for her daughter's reply, she felt like she was standing on fire. Her daughter responded as like she scared,

" Yes appa. I don't need meera aunty help anymore."

Meera entire body stumbled back with tear filled eyes as she listened her daughter words. Even her own daughter declared firmly that she doesn't need her own mother in her life. Is the punishment for her wrongdoings ?. Any other punishment would not have hurt her this much. Even if prakash had killed her for her wrongdoing, she would not have suffered this much pain. But, her daughter words had caused her endless pain. No mother in this world should ever face such a situation in their life.

Prakash was pleased to see Meera hurt filled eyes due to Keerthi's response. Extreme happiness arose in his heart as he viewed her tears. It was comforting for him to see her experiencing pain in front of him.

A proud smile sprouted on his lips with the thought that he had given back the same pain which she caused in his life. He didn't even feel a little bit of compassion after seeing her grief. Because she doesn't deserve anyone's  compassion. Even though she decided to smash his desires, dreams and happiness mercilessly, still he expected a little mercy from her. But, she made him face more disgrace and hurt instead of mercy.

According to Prakash, no one in this world will be more cruel and merciless as Meera and her sister harshika. Both of them planned everything perfect and trapped him in their web to fulfill their desires.

By seeing prakash smirk, meera understood that he is doing everything to cause her pain. Meera, who had been doubting whether she would do the evil deed, was reassured by Prakash's behavior that if she didn't, he would completely erase her from her daughter's life. Meera wiped her tears with the determination to proceed with her plan from today onwards. She suppressed the pain in her heart and went near the dining hall as she uttered in a calm tone.

"Keerthi chellam, come. Let's have breakfast."

After saying that, she began to serve breakfast on plates as usual. However, her actions paused when prakash commented her in a cold tone,

" We will have our breakfast. We don't need your service."

By hearing prakash words, Meera just nodded as okay without having strength to argue with him as she agreed with him,

"Okay."