( ftm y/n, cis male c/n, no smut, little to no grammar I apologize)
Y/N felt the hot water run down his back as he stood there just trying to breathe its been a while since he's felt dysphoria this bad the tears are still falling down his face as looks at the scars on his chest "not a real guy" those shitty words keep ringing in his head
*knock knock knock* the slight nocks can be heard on the door "Are you alright love?" y/n hears c/n on the other side concern lacing his voice whipping away tears y/n answers "Mhm I'm alright" trying not to let his voice crack which didn't work
"I'm coming in love" c/n announces y/n goes to answer but it's too late c/n walk in the curtain is still pulled over c/n can't see y/n but he knows something up y/n hears a zipper and clothing hit the ground, not even a second later c/n steps in the shower hugging y/n from behind
"tell me what's wrong my love" c/n holds on to y/n like if he were to let go y/n would vanish
"I-" y/n starts but can't get the words out starts to cry turning around and hugging C/n back neither of them says anything they just stand there while y/n cries c/n holds him
"I'm not a real guy ill never be what I do my family won't see me as one" y/n lets out crying he can hold it in he wishes his family would just accept him and see him as who he really was
"oh baby their idiots you are a real guy they don't know what they are talking about and if they can't see how happy you are being who you really are they don't deserve to see you at your best" c/n answers making y/n look up at him and kissing him it was a deep loving kiss
"Now let's finish this shower and get some hot cocoa to cheer you up hm?" c/n looks y/n in the eyes as y/ns eyes lite up a bit and he nods they finish their shower, make hot cocoa, and watches a cringy movie before heading to bed
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ftm y/n stories
Romancelittle stories that come to my head as my dumb ftm trans self
