Eternal Destiny

Part -1 The End....or is it?

I am rain. I am set to die this week because I have been terminally I'll since birth. How old I am you ask? 17. But I haven't done anything all my life, I have just been a burden for my parents, my hospital bills are expensive and so are my medicine. But despite all this they never made me feel unwanted or a burden.
But as my days near its end only one thought comes to my mind ' Will I live a healthy life next time around? '
Guess no one can answer that, but does it even matter? I heard you have to go through the life of millions of life forms to be born as a human again.
I also have my own interests though, I play this game called 'Eternal Destiny' it is a popular MMORPG. It has a fantasy setting where one's actions decide their class and field of expertise. Living in this online world I have made some good friends, one's I can hang around with and have a good time.
Guess this is my last time meeting them.

Days pass on and I feel my end nearing, my mom's warm hands, the dull hospital room, the dim lighting, the tv playing in the background and this beautiful window view all feel special and far.
As my vision got darker and darker, I could instinctively tell that this was it for me and I thought back to myself, ' although it wasn't long and happy I still had something to long for ' those were my last moments........
Or so I thought
* Blinks * * Blinks *
Why is it so bright ?
Huuuuuuuuuh??