Sugawara sat at the kichen table doing some final gradeing from the just ended school year. But all he could think about was his boyfriend whowas meating up with an old friend. Unfurtunetly dispite his trust in his boyfriend he had no trust in the girl he was with. She always made an effort to exclude him from gatherings that Daichi was going to even high school meetups. So Daichi woulden't go if he coulden't be there which made Suga feel guilty after all Daichi was invited so he should go if Suga was going or not. All of it just left a pit in his Stomach guilt took over eny time he thought about it.
"Suga i'm back".
Suga was shocked out of his Devastating thoughts as he heard his lovers calm voice that spreed through out the small house
"I'm in here Daichi".
"Huh? Whats up with that?"
the fact the older called Daichi by his full name was supriseing to him normaly it was a nick name. The only time he called him by his full name he was upset or not in the mood to talk.
"With what?"
"You called me by my full name you never call me by my full name is something wrong? Did i upset you?"
the tallers eyes filled with worry as he steped in to kichen and leand over the table. Sugawara slowly stood up and gave the taller a peck on the lips as he hugged him softly.
"Nothings wrong Dai I was just distracted by my oun thoughts".
"Your lieing arn't you".
"No what makes you say that".
worry built up in Sugawara's chest it felt like his heart was going to beat out of his chest. He diden't want to lie to his lover but he felt like if he told Daichi he diden't like his friend he would resent him or be mad. Even though he knew the thoughts were nonsents he still had dout in the back of his mind.
"Suger please tell me if something is wrong".
Daichi wrapped his arms around Sugawaras waist and held him tight as he kissed him with his soft lips and heald the kiss for a minute untill they seperated. Sugawara hid his face in Daichis chest his eyes burned, He held back treirs as he held on tight to Daichis shirt.
".....I'm sorry......".
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that was chapter one chapter two will be out soon
