Tonight was just an ordinary night but then it turned to its worst. Oh sorry I didn’t introduce myself, I’m Starr Raven, the only Goth in my school. That kinda sucks ya know, its like i don’t even have any friends or anything, but i really do like this one popular guy he’s a soccer and Lacrosse player and he has the worst girlfriend ever! Shes such a stuck up priss. She’s the top popular girl in the school and yeah, but I called her a Banana Peeler today and it was very funny, but she didn’t even care. She just cares about her friends and stuff, she acts like shes friends with me then she goes and tells her other “Perfs” that I say things about them behind their backs,when i don’t even say anything about them.
Okay enough about Diana and lets get to the point. Okay so I was walking home from school alone and all then Josh and Diana pulled up and parked beside me so i ran to the woods and hid.Luckily they didn’t see me. Diana was like “Oh Joshie I love you!” and Josh was like “Okay I know you do Diana but it doesn’t mean that you have to tell me and kiss me everywhere.” I couldn’t believe what i was hearing, it was so weird i mean they were joined at the hips at school but hearing this made me think that Josh didn’t want her anymore. “But Josh I thought you wanted me.” Diana said as she started to pout at Josh. I just wanted to go and smack the crap out of her. God I hated her so much. “I do like you Diana but have you ever seen the other girls, i mean like they aren’t like this, can you be like Starr for once?” He said “You mean that little Goth bitch?” Diana yelled at him. “Yeah I mean that ‘Little Goth bitch’ but shes not a bitch, she helps me in math class a lot, and i mean A LOT.” He hollered back at her. I saw that she was going to start crying so I ran home really fast.
When I got home I ran up to my room and started to cry and cry and cry. My mom pounded on the door wondering why i was crying, but i didn’t respond, so that made her worry. I just started to listen to my music and i read a book, i fell asleep when i was in the middle of my book, but i woke up and i got a shower then got my razor out, i cut my wrists, and oh you wouldn’t know how it felt, i thought i was going to cry out to Josh for some reason, but that cut just made me want him even more. But I need to get the thought of him out of my head or i was going to go crazy! Then I put my razor away and went to sleep.
Josh’s POV
I’m Josh and I’m dating Diana I’m a soccer and a lacrosse player for NorthEastern. Starr has been tutoring me in math for the past month Diana didn’t know about it till i told her last night. She wasn’t too happy about that. She started crying like a baby and yelled at me for cheating on her, when i clearly didn’t! For the past week i haven’t been to happy with Diana, I think I’m starting to like Starr, but I need to talk to her and be her friend first. I think Diana isn’t going to be very happy about me talking to the ‘Little Goth Bitch’ she call’s Starr. But Starr is very nice to me and I’m nice to her, I think she likes me tho, she gets all blushy when i talk to her and I mean what girl doesn’t?
I'm with Diana right now, we’re at lunch and all I can think about is when Starr is going to tutor me again, I want to see those beautiful blue eyes of hers and I love the way that she looks so cute when she giggles. Oh and her lips they are always covered in black lipstick. It makes me just want to kiss them so much. Oh god I really do like Starr. How can i tell Diana?
It's math time at last! I'm so happy to see Starr, after what i was thinking at lunch i'm starting to think that I need to break up with Diana and be with Starr, then maybe she would be happy and open herself up to me. Starr’s wearing this really cute black dress with those cute black flats with the little bows, seeing her like this makes me very happy, its like seeing her makes my heart melt. I can't stand seeing her be unhappy, but i don't really like Dianna and she just wants me to up her popularity. So i'm going to do it, I'm so going to ask Starr out!
