'' Dear Will.
How's Lenora? El tell me things have been great there. I've been trying to call but you never...
School have been kind of shit. Lucas has basically gone and abandoned the party for the jocks now, so it's just me and Dustin now. It's weird playing D&D without... Things have been weird since you left. It's not the same without you. Honestly, I spend most of my time in the basement, it's so quiet down there without...
Playing video games, you know, the normal. I don't know. Maybe. I feel like I lost you or something. El said you're crushing on some girl. Who is she? I knew you'd come around to liking... Why won't you call me? Why won't you send me a letter? I thought we were good when you left. And now I have hear about some Cali girl you like from El and... Fuck. I shouldn't be writing this. But screw it. You'll never see it anyway.
I realized something when you left. Something I think I've known deep down for a long time.
Will I... I love you. And I know this because my dumbass can only sign letters to you with love instead of signing them for El. Fuck. I don't wanna be like this. I just wanna be normal. I want things between us to be like how they used to, but I cant stop Will. And that scares the shit out of me because the truth of what I said last summer was the opposite. I... I dont like girls. Me, I'm the fucking fairy. Damn it, I'm such a fucking hypocrite. Fuck. Why Am I even writing this? But I'm so stupid, I'm sorry.
Love, Mike.
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