Jeongins POV
I sat at the station, the man who had been so cruel to me for so long sat only a few tables away. He was handcuffed to the desk and staring at me. My skin crawled at the feeling, I hate it , I hate him. I want him dead, I want him to suffer the same pain I experienced for so many years. I want him to experience the fear that was clear in yunhos eyes
" jeongin baby" he smirked looking my way
" dont " I spat coldly, not even looking his way
" dont what? Where did the disrespect come from? You know I'll find a way out and find you again " he replied, I tensed up
The fact that it was a possibility made me physically sick " no, no you cant"
" you also said I couldnt kill that little friend of yours, look where we are now" he chuckled
I jumped up and went over ,slapping him across the face " SHUT UP! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TALK ABOUT HIM! IM THE ONE IN POWER NOW! I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU, DONT YOU DARE TALK ABOUT YUNHO YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!"
" youre a foul mouth, remember what happens to foul mouths?" He said
My chest became tight, not wanting to remember such things ever again
" dont talk to him" chan and jisung walked over , chan sitting me back and jisung going to write a report on the other side of him "are you okay?" He wiped away a stray tear
" I used to be so happy, I was the happy friend. I was always laughing and putting smiles on people's faces , I had the perfect life and wanted nothing more than my friends to not worry about me. Then.....then he happened" I choked back tears, not wanting to seem weak " he ruined what used to be a happy and alive little boy, I'm sick and tired of existing, everything used to be so easy. I never had to worry about anything, but now I'm probably gonna live out my days hiding in my room dreading human contact and being alone. Because what if something happens again. I've been gone for so long , would anyone even care if I just....yknow....died? Because i wouldn't "
" hey, what happened to mr. Happy to live life again " he caressed my hair gently
" he realised that lifes not gonna be easy on him even though what hes already gone through is shitty enough." I sighed " and....hes not coming back, and I've been trying to face it for so long....but I just....hes my best friend "
" innie" chan spoke softly "you've got to let him go or you cant move forward in life. I know its hard, I know you love him. But you need to hold him in your heart rather than pushing him into an open wound and only making the wound rip and get worse. "
" chan, I feel like I dont belong in this world anymore" I admitted "I just want someone to love me, but that's not going to happen so I just wish to disappear. "
" oh, hun" he took my hands " let get you out of the station, yeah?"
" dont take me to my parents, I'm not ready" I shook my head rapidly
" come to mine, it's okay. You'll be safe there" he re assured
I slowly stood up, trusting the officer and taking his hand before leaving the building
