Insufferable (Tom Kaulitz)

Home sweet home

All that could be heard were loud huffs of breath dancing in the air. The person I was and the person I had just become were strangers. For a long while I was fine. I was happy. I was sane.

Now being forced into a hell like situation and having the worst version of myself come forward. I blamed Gwen.

"Hey" the voice broke the silence and muffled the loud breathing. Tom stared deep into my dark brown eyes. He was angry yet I could detect a slight fear behind his syrupy gaze.

"Are you done?" He questioned in a sarcastic yet careful tone.

"What do you want with me" I breathed

I couldn't make out the expression on his face. He seemed confused by the question. I watched his lips part and close a couple times. I was fixated on the ring that decorated his lower lip. Almost forgetting what I had asked

"I don't allow little girls like you to humiliate me and get away with it" he scoffed

I brought my eyes back to his before letting out a small chuckle.

"Little girl?" I muttered. "Sounds like you're a insecure little boy who's about to get what's coming to him" i cooed.

I watched his eyes narrow into mine. I kept my focus on him making sure to not break contact. He cocked his head to the side. I could tell I left him speechless. "Don't threaten me" he sneered.

He released me from under his grasp and stood up. I stayed there laying on my back. He reached down and grabbed my wrist pulling me up to my feet again and shoving me back into his car. This time him and Bill jumped in quickly.

We were off again into the night, down the long dirt road. I sat quietly my arms folded across my chest. I was trying to process what had just came over me.

I felt slightly embarrassed over my actions the more time had passed but reminded myself being pushed into a situation unique like my own would cause even the most sane person to snap.

Every so often I'd make eye contact with Tom through the mirror as he drove. We finally came to a stop at a house. It was in the middle of no where. Surrounded by tall trees.

It reminded me of my families old cabin, it was made from thick wooden logs and surrounded with a large wooden porch. It was an odd atmosphere.

We weren't in the bustling city of Tokyo anymore. I wasn't even sure we were in Japan at all.

We all had gotten out and I was met by the screech of Gwen running out of the house and towards us.

She threw her arms around me and hugged me tightly. It was instinctual to shove her hard from me.

I watched as she fumbled to the ground and whimpered at the impact.

"What the hell Tully?" Her voice light and upset.

"Don't ever touch me again" I spat before pushing past her and making my way to the house.

I was unaware of how to properly react to my reality. I was mad, I didn't want to give in. I wanted to run and fight. But I was also tired and weak.

I knew no amount of struggle would benefit me at this point. I didn't want to slip into another episode either. I decided to just push on and rest before I could plan my next move.

Tom wanted me as his pet. He wanted to show ownership of me. Tame me. I knew in his sick twisted mind having someone like me who was always in control be submissive to him would be a thrill. I refuse to give him that satisfaction.

Toms POV

.. I watched as she paced around the front yard. I was unsure of what to do with this one. I've never had a woman put up such a fight, I've never seen any human being even act like that before. She scared me but she also excited me.

Her auburn toned hair bouncing as she walked. It was somewhat humorous to watch her shove her so called friend to the ground, bills little pet.

I grabbed her arm and guided her to the front porch. We had built a large wooden porch to wrap around our secluded home. It was built for nature watching and also made to store all our weapons under.

Tully didn't even wince when I dragged her into the house, she didn't fight at all. It was a little disappointing but the theatrics from earlier also had me exhausted.

I was hoping she would've stayed knocked out when we first got her, it was a surprise she woke up so fast. I was also impressed with her ability to try and escape, she was a fighter that was forsure.

She was thrilling, she wasn't like all my other pets, just easily submissive and whiny. Half the time they wanted to be under my control. I could do whatever I wanted to them and they'd beg me for more.

Tully was different. I normally liked small petite girls, short so I could throw them around easier. Tully was tall, not taller than me but still taller than I would've liked, but it made it more fun in a way. I enjoyed the feisty look in his big brown eyes, the way her full lips quivered when she was mad. Her fiery copper hair was beautiful as well, I fantasized about grabbing a handful of it the first time I met her.

I brought her to my room, I had a massive king sized bed that was surrounded by a crimson rug under it. I also had a velvet couch in the corner and paintings scattered across the walls.

It's been a while since I'd been back home but I felt at ease being home with my new pet. I watched her shyly look around my room. she didn't fight back against being locked in but instead she seemed was curious.

She admired the work on the walls and dragged her finger tips along the posts to the canopy of my bed. Could she have finally accepted her fate? I didn't want her to. Not yet. I wanted to break her first, she couldn't have given up that easily.

I took long strides towards her and spun her around to face me. She tugged back a bit but I kept my grip on her. Her eyes locked to mine, I leaned in to give her a kiss and was met with a head butt to my mouth.

I felt my lip split and seen red liquid fall to the floor. I looked up to see blood smeared on her forehead and her golden eyes burn into mine. I licked the blood from my lip and smiled.

"There she is" i grimaced.