I found Nash Grier

Chapter 22 Graduation

I honestly didn't know what to say. I never thought I'd be doing the things I'm doing if it wasn't for Nash. Let's just say I'm confused and need time. Schools out and I'm finally free of shit school. I'm real excited I get to do things I never got to do. I lay in bed for awhile and hear the smoke detector go off I rush down stairs to eat breakfast and what I see is my mom with graduation balloons. "HAPPY GRADUATION!!". I walk down a couple more steps. "Aww thanks mom". I smile. "ok ready smile". i roll my eyes. "mom stop!!". She puts down the phone. "I will ground you". I smile. I then see my mom wipe a tear. I stare at her for a minute. "your growing up so fast.." I go to hug her. "I'm okay"..
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I go to school and we get ready for graduation everyone in the whole school gets an announcement of how the graduation will go. I sit next to Bre and tyler and I see nash climb over people to sit next to me. "hey." "hey". "are you excited for graduation?". I take a moment to think about it.
"a little". It gets quiet. Bre then hits me. "what?" "You guys have been weird lately". I swallow. "no.." "Hmm hmm." Were then dismissed and can go home early. I go home get dressed put some makeup on and wait until 6 to leave. Since I never get ready on time and don't wear mascara "that" much . I take a selfie. I mean I know I'm not as active as I was since me & nash but whatever I post it. And by seconds millions of likes.. I go early to hang out with Bre & tyler. But before I go I tell my mom I'm going to Red Robin after. "Mom can I have some money for Red Robin?". She shrugs she hands 30$. I kiss her cheek "I owe you". I'm so nervous what if I trip on my face...
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I get to the graduation and everyone is hangout out with their group and I see Bre and tyler. "so what's up with you and Nash?you guys have been very quiet and secretive lately." "why do you keep saying that? Nothing's going on between me and him!.." Bre gives me a liar face. "Eww look at those burnt sausage it looks squishy" I then look at it feeling sick to my stomach see how squishy and black it looks. I run to the bathroom and puke all over the toilet. i hear a knock. "VANESSA!!" "You ok???". i gain my breath back. "y-ya" "I just got sick and nervous at the same time". the worry stops. "ok hurry it's about to start". "ok". I clean myself and put as much of perfume as possible. i walk out and then he'll released its devil.....Alex. Wow thanks God for one day I can't just run into Alex my arch-nemesis. "wow you actually don't look ugly." I walk faster. "hey no hard feelings right?". I ignore her. "well I'm glad I won't see you anymore". I keep walk but "wow that's the nicest thing you've said to me". she smiles and stops following me.

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PLAY ( Skipping stone Claire de lune)

Graduated started and it all went in alphabetical order. As they call my name all the attention goes towards me which makes me nervous but great-fully I made it through. I talk and talk to Bre and Tyler since I switch seats with to sit next to them. As it finishes we get up to throw our caps.i turn to Bre "ready?". I smile and they count down 5,4,3,2,1!!! GRADUATION!! As we through our caps I follow mine to where it flys and I see papers being flown away too. That's odd? I pick it up to see if maybe the teachers printed it or something but.. It's my head cropped on Nicki minajs anaconda butt pic. It's the selfie I took. Seeing this made me not think but to run and cry. I see everyone laughing and principals confused. As I ran to the bathroom. I see Alex. "At Least you won't see me next year".she says with a smile and walks with her pack. I sat their crying thinking my life is horrible how can people treat me so horribly and how did I think that I almost made it through a day without someone ruining it for me. I had with her I tried so hard to keep myself together but I just can't swim anymore I just want to drown..