~What the heart wants~

Chapter 31: Goodbye Y/n.

Y/n's POV
When you wake up Natasha has prepared you breakfast. You melt at the act of kindness and give her a sweet kiss on the lips as a thank you. You enjoy your meal and Natashas company. She cleans up breakfast and you remember Ava and how she's probably worried sick about you. You left your phone in your professors car so you don't know if she's called you or texted you yet.

You get your phone out of Natashas car when you get her keys and on your phone screen you see about 10 missed calls and several text messages.

My heart🤍
Hey are you going to come home soon it's getting a bit late?

???

Hello?

Y/n?

Answer me please

I've called you so many times and left voicemails pick up your damn phone

Your scaring me please just tell me if your ok

Y/n?!?

There where many more texts like that and you felt guilty about what you had just done with Natasha while she was worried about you. You tell Natasha you have to head home and she pouts not wanting you to leave yet and you kiss the pout off of her lips because you couldn't resists. You grab your stuff from around her house and drag her to her car so she can drop you off at your apartment. Your nerves begin to grow as you get closer and closer to your apartment fearing the worst. Natasha seems to notice and grabs your hand and squeezes it reassuringly and gives you a soft smile.

You kiss her goodbye and go to your apartment. The nerves you had before came back since you no longer had Natasha as support now. You take a deep breath and open the door and you see your girlfriend in pajamas and she looks like she's been up all night and you see anger in her eyes that make you feel small under her stare. "Y/n who the hell was that?" She pointed to the front of the apartment where Natasha's car once was. "I-It was a friends car." You see the anger in her eyes grow and she says "Really? Then where the hell where you at for almost the whole day!?"

Her tone gets louder and you get flashbacks to when you where a kid and your mother would yell at you but push those thoughts out and handle the situation. "I was at their house." She's not buying it so she says "And what where you doing with this friend? Huh!" Your fear increasingly grows more and more. You don't respond to her question because you can't come up with any further excuse. "Why didn't you answer my calls or texts either? Do you know how worried I was about you? I thought something terrible had happened to you but I see you have your phone in your hands and wearing clothes that you do not own when you come back." When she says how worried she was about you tears fill her eyes. You stay silent as you look down to your feet avoiding looking into her eyes.

"Tell me the truth Y/n. What you said before was bullshit so what happened?" You sigh and start to feel your emotions take over you as you say "Ava the truth is I was with another women. I slept with another women. I didn't answer your text messages because I left my phone in her car." You look up at her with tears of your own and she looks so heartbroken and shattered. Tears streaming constantly down her face. "How long has it been going on? Is that her clothes? Why did you sleep with her?" Her voice cracks as she tries to keep it together. "It's been going on for a couple weeks. Yes this is her clothes I'm wearing. I don't really know why I slept with her but I did twice and I'm starting to have genuine feelings for her."

She now sobs and goes to her room to pack her stuff. You left her be and stand there in silence not knowing what to say. "Did this mean nothing to you? I loved you Y/n! I loved you more than anything in the whole world! I wanted to start a family with you one day. I wanted a future with you but you ruined it. I would've never done this to you! Not in a million years!" Before she could say anything else you say "I loved you too and this relationship meant everything to me. I saw a future with you too."

She snaps back "People don't do this to people they love. Goodbye Y/n. I hope you have a nice life with your little whore." She leaves and your left there and fall to your knees sobbing. What have you done?

————————————————————————
A/N
Hey guys I hope you all had an amazing day and tomorrows chapter is gonna fluff and I'm working writing the next couple chapter right now. I love you all 3000.

-Love L