Life isn't Sweet {MizuEna}

- Part 1 -

What is the point of having things?

Diamond rings, or even a glass angel with golden wings

What's the point of having anything

if she'll just lose everything

She nearly had it all

then her life started to fall

and so did theirs

Ena sat on her lonesome bed, near her many paints

Missing her friendship with Mizuki

She wasn't depressed, but her heart felt faint

Like it was tainted with pain

It took Ena everything to stay sane,

and not numb herself from shame

At least Mizuki was fine, Ena told herself

because they were hiding away all the time

Ena meant her words: She was going to wait for Mizuki's secret

She wanted the trust to be just; she knew they needed space

and Ena wanted to supply that comforting place

for them

Mizuki and Ena were not far away,

but something led their lives astray

The sadness on that horrible day

was simply too much

But Ena knew she would never be alone,

she still had Mizuki and her drawings -- and it was shown

Despite the sorrow, Ena refused to give in

If she did, her feelings would win

but she was stronger than that

She hoped Mizuki was fine

After all, they made her art shine

even if she thought otherwise

Mizuki was sometimes something else,

but they were very mature

Ena herself -- she honestly wasn't sure

But they both carried themselves strongly

Ena remembered those memories fondly

of Nightcord and everybody else

Mafuyu was finally saved,

and rebuilding her new life

Kanade always kept in touch,

as her dad was discharged from the hospital

It seemed as though everything felt good for once,

everything was going all right

But anything can change in a heartbeat

Ena took out an artist book, munching on cheesecake,

refusing to acknowledge what was at stake

As much as her feelings weren't fake,

she merely pushed them aside

She though about Mizuki and what they were doing now,

probably designing about five cute dresses, though she wondered how

She felt like she was always mediocre at art,

but any drawing or painting was a start

On a brand new artist journey

The sun was nearly setting as Ena wrapped up her reading,

something inside her heart eating at her -- nearly pleading

> Even though you two are friends, Mizuki doesn't trust you with their secret. <

Her mind nearly snapped and her heart dropped,

she wished the negative feelings would stop

Ena knew Mizuki was not to blame

This was their lives -- it was not a game

Things just didn't work out living with each other

Mizuki's secret was another matter,

and Ena knew it was not their fault

While the sparkling moon danced on the sea,

Ena finished her cheesecake, sighing deeply

She needed to sleep -- but not yet

Nothing would make her happy until she checked on Mizuki

Luckily, an unread message appeared on her phone

and Ena quickly opened it

She had cheesecake for company and her art for company, but she felt so alone

Her former life a gem, now a mere stone

Still, tomorrow could provide hope, so Ena wasn't worried

She lay down on her bed, dreaming of art and its many colorful streaks,

soon enough with tears streaming down her flushed cheeks.