"Bye sweetie, we'll be back in about two hours," my mom smiled as she walked out the door. I began to feel anxious.
When I invited Devan over, I was excited. But that was before the pool incident, which was in public. We've dated for a week now, he'll probably ask again considering we'll be at my house. This time I didn't want to look that sexually appealing. I wore a baggy shirt and shorts. The shirt ended up covering the shorts so I was about to change into leggings when I heard a knock on the door.
I opened it and saw Devan. "Come in, everyone's already left." I sat on the couch. "Want to watch a movie?" He sat down next to me and started looking for a movie to watch.
"I'm supposed to make myself dinner tonight while my parents are out. What do you want?"
He pulled me onto his lap. "You." This would seem like the perfect set-up for a wattpad smut, but I just wanted out. I didn't want to do this, and while I expected this, I hadn't had enough time to prepare.
TRIGGER WARNING: ATTEMPTED RAPE.
"Devan, I already told you, I'm not ready for this type of relationship yet," I said in a shaky voice.
"Didn't you say you've liked me this entire school year? Don't you want this? We've been dating for over a week now. C'mon! You'll like it."
He started unbuttoning his pants. Oh my god, I thought he wanted to touch me. He wants sex?
"No, Devan, I'm not ready for sex. I'm only fourteen."
"I had sex a few months ago. It's fine. It'll go by fast. Just do it," He started taking my shirt off.
"Please, Devan. I don't want to do it."
"You don't invite your boyfriend over when your parents aren't home and not have sex. Stop ruining the mood." He took my shorts off and was about to take my panties off when he saw my self-harm scar. "What's that?"
"My cat scratched me," I lied. "Just ignore it. I want to get this over with."
I got a text message before he could respond.
Mom: Hi sweetie! Just wanted to let you know you don't have to make dinner! The movie theatre is actually closed so we're heading back with food right now. Love you!
I immediately sat up and started putting my clothes back on. "Devan, you need to leave! My mom just said she's on her way back. I'll never be allowed to stay home alone again if she finds you here."
He looked at my phone to make sure I wasn't trying to get out of having sex with him. When he saw the text he threw on his clothes and ran out the door without saying a word. I sat in silence for a minute, trying to process what just happened. I silently walked up to my room and opened my drawer. I started to cry as the blade glided across my arms.
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Loving My Hot Girl Summer
Roman d'amourSummer just started, and so does the relationship of Quinn Posh and Em Brooke. Quinn didn't really notice Em during the school year, but when he runs into her during the summer, he sees her in a new light. She wasn't the shy meek girl anymore, not w...
