daydreams

chapter three

For the next few periods, Allie was just getting introduced. She started listening to what the teachers were saying. She forgot that it wasn't the first day of school for everyone, and it was just the first day for her. 

She got the gist of what she was supposed to be doing in each of her classes and even got some homework and assignments. Allie was going to have quite a bit to catch up on, but she didn't mind too much, because at least she would have something to distract herself. 

She noticed that Harry was in most of her periods, and actually sat next to her in all three of them. 

That's weird. Why am I sitting at the same table, or next to him in every period so far?

Soon it was fourth period, math. Allie walked into math and say, Ginny. She felt happier. What she hadn't realized was that Harry was also walking in the same period, right behind her. She saw him and they made eye contact. Harry waved, and Allie waved back. 

Harry had tried to make small talk while they were together the whole morning, but Allie hadn't been talkative. He decided not to have an awkward one-sided conversation again and just settled for a wave. 

Fourth period went fairly quickly since she was with Gin. Ginny had already made a few friends, which made sense since Gin was actually being social and talking. 

Why am I sulking like a stubborn bitch? Why can't I just get over it? I hate myself for being this annoying and selfish. 

The lunch bell rang. Allie walked out of the classroom and found an empty bench under a tree and sat down. Ginny followed after and started talking, "Al, wait up! I'm going to sit with my new friends, do you wanna join? I told them all about you. Are you feeling better? I can sit here if you like or want company." 

"No, you can sit with your friends. I'm gonna read."

"Okay, if you change your mind, I'll be sitting near the larger tables. Don't forget to eat. I made you a sandwich this morning because she (their new mom) was busy." Ginny said as she skipped off to sit with her friends.

Allie wasn't going to eat, she knew she didn't deserve it. Instead, she sat with her knees up to her chest and started reading. 

She hadn't read too much when she got interrupted by someone. She heard someone clear their throat and softly say, "Umm, hi." 

Al looked up and saw Harry, and a ginger boy a little taller than Harry. 

"What?" Allie mumbled. 

"Can we sit with you?"

"Sure, I guess," Allie said as she moved her backpack off the bench and onto the ground. 

"I'm sorry if we interrupted you from your book. This is my friend, Cooper. You're Allie, right?" Harry questioned as ate a pop-tart. 

"ya, I'm Allie. I remember that you're Harry." Allie said while looking at her book. 

"Are you going to eat?"

"I already ate." Allison lied.

"Okay then. You don't seem like you're in the mood to talk yet." Harry said as he turned his back to her and started talking with Cooper. 

Yet? What do you mean yet? I'm not gonna talk to him anytime soon.  

Allie put her book in her bag and scurried off to the bathroom, which didn't have a line anymore. 

She walked into an empty stall and locked the door. She sat down on the toilet and pulled out a pocket knife from her bag. She pulled up her sleeves and slowly cut her arm and saw the blood. She liked the pain and felt like she deserved it for putting Ginny through so much pain. The bell suddenly rang, and she realized she only had 5 minutes to go to class. She dug through her bag to find a bandaid but didn't find one. 

Shit. 

Allie grabbed some toilet paper and dabbed it on her cut. After most of the blood stopped gushing out, she flushed the bloody tissue, and walked quickly out of the bathroom, pulling down her sleeve frantically. She was thanking her past self for wearing a black hoodie instead of a white one. 

Note: WHY DON'T I KNOW HOW TO END THESE CORRECTLY SORRY ITS LIKE 3 IN THE MORNING sorry for any spelling or grammatical mistakes too