I have been waiting for you (hyunlix)

I got rejected

Hyunjin Pov**

Okay Hyunjin admit he was planning to spill his heart's content out to the smaller , and he can't also deny that he was literally crying out for his touch especially when he was embraced between his small and warm arms.
But kissing him this passionately in the forest was not included in his plan, he was still choked by his own behaviour, how he mastered his courage and asked him, "Can i kiss you?"

To his surprise the blonde said yes and he didn't waste a second scared that Felix would have a change of heart and he kissed him intensely.

His lips were soft, almost silken, and pillowy against his own. Hyunjin could feel the soft tickle of his breath beneath his nose, fingers carding through his hair as they breathed each other in.

Suddenly Felix withdrew from the kiss pushing him gently and stood, blood drained from his face as if Hyunjin killed his dog.
"Im sorry, i should have not agreed to this. what have i done .You trusted me and i took advantage of a situation in which you were vulnerable." The smaller winced guilt eating him up.

Hyunjin's heart was aching a bit for what it felt like rejection.

He responded ignoring the hammering in his chest,
"Felix relax, you're dwelling on something that's inconsequential, and beating yourself up for no reason." He tried to calm the younger but he kept mumbling none stop.

"This kiss doesn't mean anything. i can't be that person hyunjin, I'm sorry if i miss-leaded you in believing otherwise , i just went with it getting caught up in the moment." He stopped for awhile inhaling the cold air," i know, i sound like an asshole now , but as i said the kiss doesn't mean anything to me. "

There may be pain and agony clenching on Hyunjin's heart, he started chewing on his lower lip and his eyes welled up with tears. but he tried to convince himself that it's nothing and that he is going to be okay.

"You have hyung and other friends, I'm sure they will stand by you. They will support you and protect you"
Felix turned around grabbing his shirt from the floor and just left him there again like he has developed this habit of  leaving Hyunjin behind every time.

He stopped for a moment and turned around facing him his eyes were filled to the brim with tears, "I'd rather we keep this between the two of us. That way, there won't be any confusion."

Felix pov**

Felix was walking back to the camp or rather running actually finding the other students around the fire ,some of them playing with their instruments and singing , others were painting and playing different games.

He has no idea how he ended up in this predicament. It started so innocently, as Chan requested ,He just wanted to soothe the taller boy,but kissing him was not included in his plan.

Chan just grabbed his shirt from behind and signed.
"Where have you been i kept looking for you all around the camp."
"I just went for a swim in the river"
"Your okay ? you look like you have been drained by a vampire and where is Hyunjin?
"Wha ..what do you mean h-how would i know !"
Felix stuttered trying to hide his frustration , but failing miserably.
Chan scanned him suspiciously "He was looking for you and he wa.."
Thank God they were interrupted by Chan's friend Han. He couldn't be more thankful for the older's appearance.

"Hey guys , hey Felix nice to see you again, would you like to join us around the fire we are playing a game"

Felix grabbed Han's hand tightly ignoring his surprise and leaded him to the cercle of people. "Yes that would be great let's have fun!"
Han looked at Chan questioning fis sudden behaviour and Chan just shrugged.