THE TIME YOU RUN AWAY

memories

"I thought the most painful thing in the world is when you experience to be betrayed by the one you love."-Juara

            The story of girl who used to be loyal  to her love one , experienced to be betrayed, gained too much pain. A promise of their undying love was once broke. Survival  is the only way to move on. Moving on is accepting what happened in the past and forgetting how much it caused pain in your heart. But, could she really forget what he did?  The most painful thing in the world is not by experiencing betrayal, but, to be left behind while he promised to stay with you forever.

Marcos'  P.O.V.

         

    [ what makes a man happy is to be with the lady he loves  and to be with the lady loves him. They want to be with each other, loving each other, helping each other in everything, working in unison to make their relationship last longer. Whatever happens, they'll still hold each other's hands. Who says they'll never last? ]

Goodness, I'm late. I hope I didn't miss the whole thing. Hmmmm. Why is the bride in the blind item?  Is she ashamed of herself? Or Alexander just want to surprise everybody. Well. No care. What's important is I arrived before the day of the wedding.

            [ and who says they will last? ]

Sitting at the middle area of the ceremonial hall, I can see the bride vividly, but not her face, because we are facing her back, and from that I  noticed one thing, she reminds me of someone. Her posture, her intonation, she reminds me of my ex that I left four years ago in the church where we were supposed to be marrying each other.

            [ they say love is the most powerful force in the universe for it conquers everything surrounds you. yes, it's true, it is the most powerful force , it will let you be and feel happy, glad, and sometimes  overwhelmed. It will let you experience different happiness with regards to that person. ]

I remember the moment I told her about a quotation. That was march 03, 2011. That was the happiest moment I ever had .

            [ march 03, 2011 a guy proposed to her girlfriend upon saying a quotation. ]

What? Oh! Wow. We have the same date of the said statement. Maybe it's just a coincidence , I remember the quotation I was proclaimed....

            /I don't need someone who'll  just be there, I need someone who'll be there holding me and sincerely caring for me until GOD  take my last breath. So do I make sense if tell you I need you?/

Then I proposed to her , I confessed everything, I told her how I really love her, how I really care for her, and how I really wanna be with her. Then I asked her to marry me.

            [ the lady was sitting on the grass when her boyfriend confessed everything saying this quotation...

            / I don't need someone who'll just be there, I need someone who'll be there holding me and sincerely caring for me until GOD take my last breath, so do I make sense if I tell you I need you?/

            Then a lady answered him a lovely yes. ]

I remembered that day, the most unforgettable moment in my life, she answered yes and it means she want to marry me.  Wait a minute, why is this girl in front of me and the wife to be of my best friend sounds really familiar? Has she something to do with my ex?

            [ being sweet is being romantic, and being romantic is showing your love, and love on the other hand conquers everything. Not only happiness will it provide to you, but also the pain of your every actions. ]

Maybe she's just another friend of my ex, if this girl knew my ex, she could be a path or a bridge to talk to my ex again. Four years ago, I left Divine, I waited at the church and when she came.....

            [  pain demands to be felt.  They say if you love someone, pain is its very first company. To love is to hurt and to hurt is to love. Fairytales are better known of its happy endings, but not always in a happy scenario and love is not always a fairytale, there's no happy ending sometimes. ]

She came but that was the time I run away from the church. I didn't know what came to my mind for doing that. Only one thing was the reason. Rowena.

The lady I met two months before my wedding, I made love to her, and she told me she was pregnant. I was then very excited that I will marry at last the girl I really love, but when I remembered what I did,  the feeling of shame arouse in me.  The moment I've been ignominious  that I see myself disreputable. So I run away from the church, it was painful but it will be more painful if she knows  I did something when I promised to stay with her forever.

            [ what makes a lady happy is to feel the love of her man, is to be treated as priority and feel that she's safe with that man. She just wanna be with him, serving him , loving him, and taking care of him. So sad she got nothing in return, nothing but pain. Double, triple , four times or even five times of pain. ]

( you know what? Alexander is very lucky with that girl.)

(not just lucky,very lucky.)

(that kind of lady must be treated very well always.)

(until now, I can't believe that Alexander will be married soon.)

Gossips. Hmmm. Yeah they are right. But I don't care with that girl. I came back here for Divine, only for her. I wanna tell her I still love her so much, and sorry for what I've been done. Now I am hoping , and I can see our happy endings just like fairytales.