I guess we'll call it love

I guess i do

I lived like it was any other day. I would walk by Lane and Nick making out, then I would walk over to my friends Evelyn, Sam, and Mira. Evelyn would be obsessing over Luke Hemmings, Sam would be obsessing over fall out boy, 5sos, and MCR. but then their was Mira. Every time she saw me Mira would run over and hug me from behind. Most people basically thought Mira was a 5 year old but the truth is she was just more fun then anyone else in the eighth grade. Then I kept walking I would sit around in the middle of the soccer field looking over at Lane an Nick. I wasn't jealous or maybe I was but I didn't like him that way, anymore.

I had huge crushes on him throughout the years I knew him. now I was jealous that she spent so much time with him. he was my best friend. and now I lost him. I mean I try and say ya he's my best friend and she's my best friend. now I don't have either of them. they are both to busy for me. I guess I say that but deep down I do love him I guess but I love him like a friend.

So I sat their and I kind of cried I don't think anyone noticed. I watched and I think I may have fallen asleep for about 5 minutes. but all good things come to an end just usually it doesn't end with someone stepping on your face.
"Jess" Mira said as she pulled a rubber boot of of my face. I sat up and she pulled me up off the ground.
"Ya I'm fine I just fell asleep I'm so tired"
"I saw you staring at Nick"
"You can't tell anyone"
"I'm just shocked you still like him"
"No no you've got me all wrong he's just my friend"
"No you like him"
"No Ono I don't"
"Yes yes you do"
"Kay but just shut it"
Okay so maybe I did like him but shhh don't tell anyone.